White Privilege

Lets start with words do not define All; unless the word is demonstrated in a unity of behaviors. 

The word opens up a touchy & emotional topic to speak about; if we can also address speaking on the affect it carry's on the back of racial injustices, social and economical prejudices.

When we speak in a forum of a clash in cultural indifferences without respecting there is problem that has been statismic the history of generations. In accepting the advantage was the access over the disadvantaged being dragged & beaten through mental & physical oppressions. 

Humanity is not just flustered by the "title" itself. The anxiety stems as a whole around the behaviors demonstrated. And worn in pride of the title of White Privileges.

In a generation that is rebellious to internal change & accept accountability; it will stay a situation in challenges of  how did we manage not to recognize over generations how privileges; were utilized in creating an extension of the oppressions. To be later judged as "hardships" than an equal opportunity to a privilege. 

In humanity we can choose selective hearing & listening. Its not a privilege its a choice. As in doing so to communicate effectively to one another. And if we choose to respect communication is a two-way action expressed in our behaviors. We cannot deny equality has not been a privilege granted of access to a minority race. For over the history of generations we continue to argue, fight, die and debate. 

Abandoned

A place of lonliness, anger and disappointment. And if we think about a child feeling abandoned & alone. You have to wonder why & who is allowing them to carry this burden.

There are different scenarios in being abandoned. Maybe an economic crises caused poverty & great loss. Maybe someone walked away from a relationship of any status. Maybe a parent deceased and the other survived but did not allow themselves or anyone else to heal. Maybe obligations were left behind without proper communication to who was still accountable. Maybe a friendship was never mended; for a historic amount of reasoning. Maybe a few to many disagreements turned into a final separation. Or maybe people just find themselves alone; because they refuse or cannot accept letting go of the old baggage they clutch on to carry.

Maybe families could not agree in unity.  Maybe the world was filled with to many traveling bags seeking of joy while carrying burdens through generations. Therefore these bags never found a home to rest. So they were never unpacked before being abandoned. 

Inspiration

If you would take a challenge today; whether it be with someone one closes to you. Are maybe you will take this challenge by yourself. Then believe anything is possible. 

Because if we can see & feel the negative; we can believe in anything is possible to change for the positive. 

In challenging times; we do grow weary. Because the weight of life becomes a burden to carry. And with all due respect not everyone is a believer. And it is not rare that even believers loose hope and faith. Because we were not created & birth as perfect people; we were born to serve a purpose. In an imperfect world of circumstances.

My blogs are intense. So the stories touch home. I write each story that even a child could process in understanding. And you may disagree or not. But look at what we have demonstrated in the world that has taught us; about ourselves. And how we have followed one another throughout this life; right or wrong we continue in the struggle to get it right. But not always in ourselves; first.

If you have been addressed as being an enlightening person. Or overly positive if not optimistic. Stay true to who you are. Sometimes it takes a lifetime for people to figure out; how to love themselves. Because of that enlightening person is overly positive & sometimes optimistic when they always can share a part of themselves to love on someone else.

If we loose or never figure out our own identities in this life; how can we trust or live up to; the identity that has been given to us. 

BLOW

If you watch the network airways a leader spoke;and this is what  was said "its not the responsibility of the City  to heal their pain. Are ensure they adjust to change. 

Crimes of opportunity are all around us. And when we think of crime its not limited in the act. Its the idea of who commits the act. And who judges & determines the discipline, infrastructure, and who suffers intensely are abandoned on their own islands of inhabitants. 

In acknowledgement of our cities that remain vulnerable in stereotypes & stigmatisms of a formed opinion in what a culture is judged of collectively in behavior. This same judgment is the real people suffering from Production & Distribution which is a problem for the disadvantaged populations. Along with 2 more stems of viruses moving in from around the world. As waiting list are pending & Hubs are organizing but not enough in areas of those, us and them.

But if you have factored into thinking money can out smart the process; it may surprise you. That money cannot bargain in every race of discipline. Or Time and its own plan for us here on earth. 

The task are challenging. But until we understand disclipline does not have to be our disadvantage. If we work to heal ourselves. When challenges surface our people dont always have to be singled out to suffer or our children lack. 

Prerequsite skills is a requirement to reach another level. Its insanity to sleep on knowledge. And before this pandemic a generation of our children were already behind in knowledge and grades. If we do the math today. Tally those children in with the adults who are parents who refuse to accept constructive criticism or be corrected of what they lack of knowledge; is that of  arrogance or denial that will break the entire family to grow. 

Im in tact of knowing knowledge flows in my bloodline & if not used resourcefully we will fall behind the enemy lines of human distinction. Therefore its crucial if you got people who are willing & capable to reach out & help. What is the egoed insanity & denial about?

Every race  cannot survive on bread alone; the minds & bodies were created with expiration dates. And if knowledge lacks abroad in this Covid-19 in young & old. Of who catches up to read, write and do math our chances of survival are limited. 

The Disparity is the history abroad us in angered aggressions. As we stretch out our arms & legs to change. Denial is a condition we disagree in ourselves throughout humanity. Creating the confrontations; amongst every face & race around the world. 

WHY

In the event you woke up with a question "Why". Be prepared to accept their maybe answers but more than half of the reasoning; is not always going to give you a peace of mind. During this transition of time.

It is imperative we identify with our own self denials of acceptance. And continue in  asking for the truth. But when directed or given; it is shut down if not reiterated in a different style of communication. So with all due respect if a story is not your own testimony. There is a story that fits the lives we are connected to in some form or fashion. Why, because we are the makeup through generations; human bloodlines.

To start, I want to first honor the grandparents who put in the effort to step in. With pure love to raising these kids. So many children are being left out of knowing; truth. And sometimes it's the loss of a parent. In this world. Things change in every environment. And with challenge, adversity is a life changing; challenge.

To the children & parents who struggle to communicate. If you never had to be separated from one another it's a devastating feeling. A bond in these uncertain times is priceless. Because tomorrow for either of you is not promised. 

To a domestic violence couple, strippers or drug dealers of any race. People do or deal drugs in every social status & race. Who ever you are; you have children that are watching the dysfunction. However, it does not mean that you don't love them. It means. In the world. Attention is crucial. To what is locked behind these tears. So one day you don't have to miss them. Or they don't have to wonder when you will turn the key behind that door; they are alone, heart broken and awaiting to be loved.

To the have or have nots. Hell, its all confusing on who is claiming what. At the end of the day Peace of minds cannot be bargained with. And holding one another is priceless.

To our siblings if we cant trust one another; then who is our real enemy?

To the thief, murderer & liar. What happens once its revealed we're all conspiring against one another? How so, good and evil in the world. See until we accept we sleep with the enemy every night; in ourselves. There will be no rest. But a whole generation of immature, selfish & unnecessary struggling.

Why, did I lose my job. At this point of time. Why, is there a future filled; of the unknown. Coming soon.

Why are people in the world so cold, compassionate if not cruel. Maybe an adjustment in attitudes will adjust the dials on humanities moods.

Why did the Covid-19 take so many; lives from families. And no one on earth saw it coming.

Why, are the children being denied love & seeing family. Foster care ends up short term in; some houses of anguish. As some people seek to  gain a check or welfare benefits to yell "these my kids". In a world filled; with parents. Aka humans.

Why, are the drugs approved. And the courts are stacked with criminal cases. As real people are dying. The profits are marginalizing. 

Why, come he or she don't love me? Stop searching on line, blaming or forcing the process with more created obligations. And invest more time in fixing your own mental mindset. Or communicate in that relationship you are already in. If not taking the other person for granted.

Why, is it said; from the mouths of humans. Why are these types in parents always in the business; of their children. For the geniuses in the world with limited investments or plans to see these children or adults succeed. We stand in between. In intervention of another's persons sneaky intentions. A parent who shows love & disciplinary without a reservation to step in. Is this child's business for a lifetime with unlimited interest. 

Why, is Satan real & God is the problem?

Again, this blog was narrative written on behalf of generational  behaviors. Starring the first On Kindle "The Burdens of A Heavy Heart, of many beginnings. Circling back into the days of our past & future generations.

Why, do we override the truth with lies & denials. And argue who has been mistreated. If there was    "Trust In God", first. Not maybe later,  are even after  the same pattern, in the same results. the second time around. To face the first.

A Good Man

Is not hard to find it just takes maturity & patience of understanding his 

Mind: Listen & Allow him to express himself, and re-evaluate his own mistakes. You were not by design created to fix him. Allow him space to bend & catch him when he is falling. 

Heart: Understand when he is feeling low. Why know no one can process what he is going through. Sometimes a mans pride & ego will shine through. Allow him space to fall to his knees. And learn how to pray with him; not over & on him. To a higher power that can lead you both in understanding.

Hands: Allow his hands to rest, tears from disappointments are part of the process. Just allow him your hands to hold & shoulders to lean on. This time so he can rest his weary heart & troubled mind.  

FEET: Remind him why he is not walking on this journey alone; the reality is God carries us all the time. Even when our feet stumble on rocks & stones. Are maybe he is non a believer. Just remember you were the RIB removed from Man; created in this life to be his companion. So at the end of the day. Allow his weary feet to find some  rest & peace. 

In Memory of a son, and many men of Gods own heart.     

Pause

The brain is unique; in how it protects knowledge that is the real threat. 

In respect of our elders; we honor you and respect your successes & triumphs. 

However, in a world of the most brightest of minds, rebellion & arrogance. All that knowledge goes unprotected. And it does not matter who you know or what you have established. In a world of the blind leading the blind there is chance; our fragile feet will end up on grounds of defeat.

We can learn from our mistakes; we can break in repeating them in redundancy. We can change the  makeup in our history; or we can choose to dress-up with the same makeup. 

We are guilty in humanity of complacency; if only we could of invested more of our time in paying closer attention to what grew out of hands; down the lines of generations. 

In this years election we witnessed a change of Power in leadership at a higher level; and at the same time in a different era, we witnessed adult children act out in rebellion. 

The other day the hood said nothing out of fear; the next week it was the same catastrophe that knocked at their door. And demanded they all fall to their knees and be humbled by what is to not be spoken on.

The masses watched in anxiety, and said this type of crime or change never happens here. Until life said different; today this is going to really happen. 

The mentality behind these government offices of some servies; is a mixture blended of compassion, intent and fixed morals, values and affixiated vendication. If I cant fix my past then why should your situation get a pass. What u shield a child from to suffer for in your choices. It will damage them mentally. And when they grow up to who we become dont ever wonder; what could I, we or them could of done. Every struggle does not have to be our legacies inheritance  of baggage to carry in the next generation.

For evey burden some of us carry of that load; is so the weak at heart wont break in hard times. 

The anniversary of life and death; a year ago on jan 15th Dominique White 28 yrs old was assassinated because of knowledge embraced by leaders such as MLK born Jan 15th assassinated for speaking up in truth, Jan. 5th little Rory 1yr old killed by gunviolence. And Coby Bryant and other families taken away in the blink of an eye on a plane ride. All these souls in January 2020. I remember before my sons demise his heart was heavy & mind filled with images of said so much hurt, deceit & lies, but he never stopped talking to God. Fast forward on March 16th Covid-19 appeared & called roll for over 300,000 & counting.

A young girl said; he was my man, as the other woman glared with internal anger "then yelled I have his child", then 1 day we woman found a platform to organize a conversation. But the intention was slick is the reason why betrayal separated the both of them. And not the man. Why, because of the man who planted the seeds in the both or one of them. Is not the reason why betrayal sneaked inside & denied his bloodline.

One day a father or mother ended of missing, and no one in the entire world knew what could of happened. But before this developing act, everyone that knew of them could tell a story. How unfortunate .

Time ask what is the plan?  Mankind replied figure out what u should of predicted to come; between our disrespectful crossed lines of  informal & selected times of communications. 

The Sauce

On every avenue or in any hood there are establishments that sale delicatessen; for the consumer who is looing for a delight to fill them of pleasure.

If we as humanity cannot make light in all of the circumstances we are consuming around the word; we will forget to act human if not grow cold and bitter with each other. My mother always said to me & I shared this with my friends & family "don't let any 1, or anything rob you of your joy". Because the seasons are going to bring a change, whether you are prepared or waiting for the change to delight your mind frame. And what we can establish together; is not all people are seeking good pleasure. 

I read the news articles today, and unfortunately the truth surfaced. Crime is increasing in Indiana a younger child massacred the entire family of 6 over a parent & son altercation, babies are still dying at the age of 7 due to the gun violence, food is short but the lines are long where real people working with the hands of  compassion, the farmers are awaiting to be approved so we can get some of those fresh veggies back in the stores, the housing market is booming for the 30 bids on that 1 corner the low income cannot afford, while welfare system has allocated an increased line of spending for those unable to stop and re-evaluate what is of our existing priorities in mouths to feed, as the unemployment lines are increasing, domestic violence is screaming in silence. As the children are asking why can't I see my momma or daddy? If not their people, all of us are not being forgotten. Because of our hearts are hurting for the stories we are hearing around us. But inside the heart we know they still love us.

Today, I woke up and looked the world. I saw Twitter pages, FB clicks, and Snap Chat. And no one had a real plan to heal the wombs of our internal suffering. All the news advertises is what & where if never why. All the social media in the world exposes who we are and who we know. And at the end of every pallet we as a people either end with a delightful message, or an ingredient to put back into that sauce of what we have established of our own life messages to the world.       

In Memory of D. White, its what we leave of in our foot prints, for the next generation to wobble if not walk in them.    

  

Suppertime

The Pandemic has exposed prejudice behaviors and compressed oppression around the world towards the poor. And may stem for another decade. If we do not figure out; the factors that separate our bordered lines. 

The news & statistics are aging in apearances. Children of our future are facing an historic setback in education. And money cannot fix the emotional issues chiseled in this Pademic.  We are all connected to children. The rich will make away with granted access. The poor in mind will either struggle or in peace figure out; how the ties & bonds that binds us in unity for these family's is going to happen; on anyday now without reservations. Where some people & children are being harbored behide immature spite, some people are being left hehind, some are going to make it with all families that dont separate them and communicate effectively. As other people & children are being told half of the truth covered with lies. Because of the excuses to convenience others if not themselves of their time. As the old are growing weaker. The blind leading the blind. And some of the youth are being caught up in random or direct cross fires. The world is still revolving around what;

We can rest assure; the good ole days is what we can now make of them.

We can start with gatherings our homes in order. Wrapping our minds around; this is really going to happen..

Today each and every body in a house; that is mentally & physically capable of performing a physical duty. Initiate it without any backlash of who should or could of did it; first.

Today small children will wake up to a breakfast; whatever we can scram in the kitchen together. These children will wake-up to a New World of order and no longer responsible in taking care of each other.

Today real people will scramble together their attitudes on plates of responsibilities. And today if you are scrambling because of your attitude should be accepted on someone's else plate; you maybe the "have not" to eat.

Today more than half of the world adults will rise up before the crack of dawn to beat the midday; sun. And if you are stretching around 12noon with an attitude of a plan of what someone else should be doing for you; its time to set your clocks back & accept the rat race you created for yourself. In a Pandemic world.

About 5 percent of the population has had 1 dose of the vaccination. You do the math and figure out which lane we will be switched or rolled in.

Today our small issues will be pushed to the back; to turn up some pressure on situations for generations we denied and rejected. 

Today we will tally up & deal with the cards delt in our hands; no more intitled expecations, non effective arguments in communication, manipulation & fake tears to benefit in what has not been any type of investments of your interest. So no one else is going to die today; for another person to benefit and click their heels up high. Unless you can prove beyond a "reasonable doubt" the sacrifices and work this person put in. You also lended nothing in between; of a physical helping hand. 

If we are going to survive this Pandemic; it does not matter what we projected in our bank accounts, stocks & plans, hustles & master plans around who can contribute to our scheme or fantasized dreams. 

The house is folding out of order. Because the foundations are no longer stable.

Yes, I am survivor my sons life was robbed. However, I did not loose my mind. In A race with others like myself who validate of the masses how this struggle its hitting home in progression; and there is no room on our plates to stagger with "what if, or who did". Where promises were made "were going to be all right". But time is showing no mercy as people keep pushing pause. In playing the mind games as others are passing on; it will take more than politics & debates where stable hands are necessarry to work. For the harvest is plenty, but the worker's are growing mentally weary.

300,000

The waiting list for the COVID-19 vaccine. As the goal is to reach a 100million people within our 46th President first 100 days. And if we all respect one another and do our parts; about 6 inches from the front to back. There is higher probability this vaccine will arrive out of the blue. In all areas that are anticipating the final breakthrough. 

The Covid-19 was not expected. It impacted humanity as a whole. And altered our lives with a force of  change overnight. As we seek the proper information to digest & restore humanities hope & peace. In by knowing when, where and how will this vaccine be shipped next. Because all lives matters in a time we desperately need one another; whether we admit or not the mandated request is a personal choice. As the phone lines are overwhelmed and the internet is bombarded. Time will test our faiths, patience & will to survive one another. So one day soon we can embrace our love ones, before losing another to Covid. 

The Covid-19 cannot survive us all if we are collectively involved. Obedient to ourselves & responsible in doing our parts around the world. By covering up what is exposed. 

In the meantime use it wisely. The numbers don't lie in what we could of saved; in losing of it in another day of precious "TIME".     

A Domestic Violence Story of Survival