Rainbow

One day came again. Is when the sun will rise from another sunset. In this space called Life. And on this day in every corner of the world. 

Car engines roar, humming birds; sing. Coffee is brewing, orange juice if not apple juice is set on many tables around the world. As the bacon and eggs are shimmering in a hot pan. The toaster is about to blast off. As the children wiggle out of bed. 

There is an elder reading the paper in that comfy rocking chair. Are maybe someone he standing, outside. Consuming the succulent morning brisk of fresh air. 

All around the world is the element called "time". And all around the world there is this existence of "life". 

One day a parent called; to a familiar voice. And on the other end. This voice answered with excitement, and said "Good morning". 

One evening the exchange of this action of "communication" occurred. Where a mother and adult child ,"listened and shared", another life experience as the roles never differ.

"Today, Minnie me had a hiccup mom", the mother replied to her own adult child. "Baby no matter how old we are. In this life we're destined to have a hiccup more than once r twice". 

The child began to laugh in the background listening to the dad talk to his grandma,". Together they learned a valuable lesson that even adults also can have a day with a hiccup. And because of this hiccup. 

This trio will never forget a moment in time. Where parents share, about their own children. And children feel comfortable to share about their own good and bad; life experiences. Regardless if their big or small. Even though, the child earned a Rainbow. Grandma, Dad & son will never forget; how a 🌈 Rainbow came after a hiccup". And how  they all shared; 

Life is short. So, Listen more. Time is all we either have. 

Until time has decided; we are no longer.

This Rainbow; symbolizes what we share under it. 

In life of our own personal human journey's. And of one we will share; the outcome after one, two or maybe even three hiccups. 

In memory of my beloved ♥️ 1991-2020. 

Gas Light

1944 Film "Gas Light.

In a manipulated technique used. On another person; through their own mental space. Where the seed is planted. And the manipulation is taking place.

In the mind is a strong or fragile place. It's time and uncertainty that wears in any human state.

How can it be, we can manipulate each other; through a form of communication. To possess this physcological control. Of a freewill soul. to question; their own human ability. To think, speak are act in a manner of their own mindset.

The old saying is "blind, leading the blind". Vulnerability and insecurities is a dangerous place. So what happens when you are aware of one's self. This whole individual person. That is connected in this skin of which you wear. As another human being without a sense of touch. But through conversation detered you into questioning your own self. Remember in the brain is a strong or fragile; place. Protect your sanctuary in a small space. That only you control of your own individual thinking. 

Forecast

What is life. In a society of  a mindset groomed for captivity. 

How do we in humanity change our old history. If we in humanity, keep history on repeat.

It's often stated "our Fore Father's", came together with this plan. For the future of generations. to pass onto new Generations lead or to be led.

Often wondered if those same Fore Father's saw into the future of mankind's existence. To leave this generation without progression of knowledge. For possession of another generation. If we have not figured this pattern of process out. Then there is this unsettling reality of how, who and what is dividing all in mankind. Of what we are facing of a future in doubt..

Nuclear

In many nations of mankind. We are more humbled by earth's signs. As scientists and astrology is the world's topic. The sun is warming the earth as ice glaciers are melting. Mudslides are subsiding and floods are growing rapid; in a millisecond. As leaders are attempting to resolve unresolved history.

As the world we know is shifting in it's natural course. Time is of the essence to preserve one foundation; earth.

Division is not always about humanity. It's the disconnect in the connectivity. Whether we agree or not. The earth is shifting under our fragile; feet.

As wars and nukes, economics and health care takes a toll on health and well being. The mind is this covered tissue, that is bodyguarded in this skin we wear. As male and female on earth. And let's not exempt every breathing creature; of bird, mamal and animal that is paired in it's own existence.

If life was intended for one existence in mankind. One state of mindset. One form of nature. Then why was mankind created in it's form in life, of one state of human existence because of "breath". There is many forms in pairs of two. Mankind and its companion. Amongst the inhabitants on 1 earth. 

Earth, provides to humanity it's own natural nature. So who is the gatekeepers here on earth. To preserve a life that mankind was created not by each other. But for a higher purpose..

In the event you are not a believer in freewill. It's the freedom of knowing everything exist. Including life and death.

Gentrified

It's history in mankind. And no form of structure; is exempt in gentrification. All races of mankind has suffered a significant loss in genocide for power and debates of  mental struggles in this life.

In this world made is concrete streets. Pavements and boardwalks. Our human feet are destined to cross. As we watch gun violence memorialize every birth that was given the human right; it is debated whether who are what is the cause. Where shooters are active and mercenaries are watching. Families of all nations is under unmanaged distress. Making decisions on what subdivisions & areas is safe. Have we considered there is 1 mankind in a Human Race. But division is what is separating the future of our own existence in this life. 

The drug's epidemic is mankind's biggest threat in history. But also in observation of mental illness and human rebellion. The conspiracies; mankind created the plots and stereotypes. For every suspect is their own victim. No matter the crime are human act. The system defines those fine lines between boundaries and non boundaries; to be violated over & over; again. To vacate, justify if not grant a human their birth rights. In those same justices if not non justice. 

We can debate the behaviors in mankind. But there is no scientific guess, ink, or case law to prove beyond a reasonable doubt; of what is in this human flesh of skin. Of every human being that exposes us. Is our nature of physical attractions that brings out; emotions of rage, obsession insanity, lust or agape love after we figure out. To morally say " bring me your weary, worn, etc". And for All "Liberty & Justice". Without the action in formation of brotherly love. For every race in mankind how do we answer for the Era and space we are standing in right now.

Every race of man on earth; has fought, faced carried & created some type of  adversity. For all collectively. How so, suffering has no prejudices. When & Where pain occurs. It does not discriminate across the board.

In mankind our many secrets are still being passed down. Through generations. But what mankind has yet to be in compatible about. Is that a secret is not the only fear we face in humanity. It's in humanity that hides behind knowing why; the secrets exist. To cover up our own human history over life. 

Universal

Throughout the universe is this existence of human form called life, abroad diverse nature. And in it we can see through the lense of the naked eye; is every pair of creature and animal right here on earth. Of flowing rivers, hummingbirds, pastures and rolling hillsides. The universe is filled with this existence called; life. 

Love is such a pleasant word to hear; when spoken to the ear. And the experience in knowing how it feels is beyond metamorphic. However, the words spoken is not often the action we expect. When the expression of love is misrepresented if not misleading in one's physical action to another. In a place we often loose ourselves. To search for love in each other. Here on earth. 

Lucifer

In the Bible spoken on is sin. In the world this same sin is debated. Then we mock each other through human judgement of other. In our human flesh; of skin we all wear.

We can hear each other throughout the world now say "it's hard being human, being me". And no matter what race in color we are. Sin is in this human flesh. We commit of demonstrated behaviors. Of our own mind, bodies and souls.

Satan's greatest lie; deception.

God's greatest test; faith, hope and agape love.

Mankind's greatest nemesis; fear.

Loyalty greatest nemesis; who is keeping it 💯 .

So in humanity we squabble over wisdom, knowledge and speak life & death in the power of our human tongues. Which creates internal battles to fight in wars called beef's.  All over our own internal flesh, bones and blood verses principalities of the light and darkness. In humanity.

So how can we say what is right from wrong. If the sin is of us. Then who higher than man can place the final judgment?

The Bible reads.. written based on mankind' history. There is no lie to hide the truth of  history in mankind. Of what took and is taken place in life. while mankind was this "We were born into a world of sin". So who can be judged of a sinner? We are this flesh and bones made up in mankind around the world. Birth with the blood of our father's transferred into our mother's womb. 

Suicidal

 If you are contemplating on a thought of suicide. Take a moment and breathe to reflect. Life is filled with many diverse challenges. No human being of any race are gender is eliminated from life experiences. So why, should it matter. If challenges of life is inevitable. People change towards each other; with empathy are hate in a millisecond. Love is not always for eternity and disappointments just to much to bare. Think about it like this; the reality is change is inevitable. And to deal emotionally within our human way's to process change takes patience within ourselves. 

Now considering anything and possibly any human is inevitable of adding joy or pain towards each other. We ourselves make personal decisions for each other including elders and children. Why,  not rewrite the narrative? To heal one's self in a positive mindset. 

This new chapter of our own lives. In a new moment of time. And whether we considered another human being is a person of woman, elder, man or child. Your story could possibly on this date & time; be theirs of a life trial. Our Life's stories are often the same. Is when humanity can no longer debate each other over; the burdens that are inevitable. To figure it out what changes our perspective in human emotions; we in ourselves battle.

So today, repeat " I grant myself "The Permission to a chance". Often, it's our human personal experiences. We all listen and watch then relate. About these human 

'Heartaches', and let's be respectful.  We have for generations lived amongst; untreated, managed and acknowledgement of human history. In mental illness.

This change in our own personal lives is views. And perspective's in how we see and value more of finding peace of mind. To  comfort ourselves in this skin; we stretch to of in ourselves of finding; purpose, peace and loving one's self's whole heartedly.

Religion is freewill in mankind's personal choice. God is not of man. Neither is Satan presented in an human physical image. So therefore being in whatever you choose of your individual faiths are beliefs. it's a practice in our own personal lives. Children are innocent by birth. However, the  journey's we as human beings take in this life. Will expose our human struggles. And we are accountable for our own human behaviors through actions. As we search on different paths in this life; to find a place of peace in our own mind, healing in our own bodies and nurturing of our individual souls. 

The world was created. Mankind was birth in it.. and the power of Death & Life is in the power; of the tongue. Of what is spoken.

Anxiousness

 There are levels to control.

1. To possess the control of oneself.

2. The anxiety of feeling under control of another person.

And;

3. The influencers of misguided influence; to control a person or persons because of a situation. 

Think about the word Control. And how the  act itself; benefits if not affects us All around this entire world. Once we choose to accept; how we do not possess the word "ownership"over each other. Even as mother's and father's we are the gatekeepers of each other. Elders and children. Until  one day we are no longer in control of each other's personal direction & personal choices. Then why as human beings do we repeat in paying this price. To not control 100% of freewill in our own lives. In a world of human fears, distractions and emotions. This action word called "change", does not discriminate in any race, age or culture in faith. Are non faith. Freewill exist in the entire world of mankind. So who dictates freewill cost money or sacrifice of a freedom to life. Where in our human behaviors we have expressed; to each other passion, compassion, anger and anxiety. Anxiety this intense need to feel needed. If not an aggressive behavior towards each other to sustain control over each other's life. 

How is it possible a baby remains a small baby. in the mental capacity and physical appearance through developmental stages. Eventually this baby is destined to mature and develope. In all ages and races of men and women. 

In this space called life. We have claimed ownership of each other; with a pen on paper, demands and possessive behaviors. We have sold and purchased each other's freedoms and self identifies. So how is it evitable; all people think mentally and mature the same. Where it's evitable we debate about each other's own moral, values and beliefs; then cohabitate and start relationships, associations and families. It's proven to be inevitable we continue to judge each other. And in times of a life's catastrophes. We need each other in every race of mankind in this life. So can it be possible mankind can exist in 1 world. Of 1 type of people of one mindset? And not struggle with the absence of human diversity and emotions.

Passed down is the bloodlines in generations of mankind. It's the probability in every environment more than often it's the behaviors that remain the same. of what mankind acts out of in our human self's. However, everything or person is destined to feel and experience a personal type of human change. Without each other's human permission; because we were made of flesh and skin. No matter the color we wear.

If there is a possibility a child adapts in any environment of adults. That lack knowledge and destined to face life experiences within a world of each other. It's inevitable there will be a society of balance. We're in humanity we are destined to face life. In which we are fighting one another right now. If not dealing with ourselves in this skin of being human.

A father said to me, "sometimes nothing changes in our situations". I said, we don't all think alike. For me it was my life experience at a young age that changed me in my mental perspective. He glared as I said "people own their accountability to accept; what they choose to or not change in themselves. No human is capable to mentally pay a price. To rescue if not control another human beings; Freewill.

Children

One day when mom are dad, are not within arms length. Grandma and papa are not able to pick up that call on other end. And auntie or uncle are no where in sight. Cousins are too far away. Don't panic. Simply take a moment to breathe and refocus on where you are; in this life.

In this time of our generation. Life is this vapor of air. We're all grasping through to breathe. And calm down to listen for what we actually are witnessing. Just remember time is untraceable. In this space call life. We either loose are find of our human self's. In this skin we stretch to find; ourselves in. 

A child said, I know everybody's tired of each other. I said child remember this " there is no short cuts in life. And people are going to change no matter who they are". Just remember the skin you wear belongs to you. 

This little person who has the free will, to feel whatever you care to emotionally feel; in yourself. Now breathe and relax, enjoy this space in a time; no matter who are what happens. Eventually everything if not someone will change something. 

In a life where promises are made repeatedly. But not inevitable of being broken. So focus and watch; on how u feel. In being positive. Not focusing on the negative. about yourself. Because life has to happen for us all. As we search and emotionally are overwhelmed. With this urge to feel the need. To cater one another. And to be needed; by each other.

Ann Frank

Books are on shelves in every corner of the world, in almost every household. Including private and public schools, institutions and law libraries. 

As a young girl, I recall being enlightened about Ann Frank's movie, then I proceeded to read her story of  this experience of human adversity. I also remember reading Hellen Keller. I recall a holocaust elder once visited the elementary school, I asked to touch the branding on this persons arm. I heard real people talk about their own  personal life journey. As a child of color, how could I even relate to knowing this type of tragedy of their stories through experiences. Until I was able to relate feeling this pain of my own history in life adversity. I feared for children would bare the burdens of our own history in mankind. And wars would spread in genocide. And why I watch with my own eyes, and understand their reasonings verses our reasoning to why books must remain if not being removed.  not just from shelves. From a different shelf in our generations of timing during rumors and actions in wars. This is our history in mankind that ties real events over history together. The history is still one's real life journey. However mentally in society we as human beings still share this state of mental confinement amongst ourselves in what is being removed of human history and folks talking to debate history. To deny one's right to read for ourselves. But instead listen to each other in why it can exist,  this may or of happened. Denies any the freewill right to educate and read for themselves. If our morals, values and beliefs were all the same in human history. Then our real human experiences in stories would not have made it in books, platforms and documentaries. Where real people through generations in bloodlines contribute to these pages of books. About our human adversity and victories in life. 

But what is printed on these blank pages that has Mankind gravitates in strong debating over what is being read to this  world of adults and children?  

If we talk about it in person, if we hear about it through people, if we have lived are living through it, are even if we can relate through bloodlines in the history of it. Does it ever change the real story of our lives? If there were no books on shelves Including the the most Powerful Book of All "The Holy Bible". What history of fiction or non fiction would mankind share of his or her own teachings to each other in this world?

Reality is humans is always looking, whether it be in a book are talking to each other. About what is or not been written, about Philosophical stories, their own human identity wrapped up in the History of mankind of many stories. We are the Authors of our own truths. We are the people who live over generations. In the generations we are living in right now. 

So who will share in clear clarity of context to the many nations in our generations about the real life history of our own life experiences; its inevitable we makeup humanity as contributors in writing our own life stories.