We started on this journey together; and there are times we will be intentionally separated apart. Just remember nothing can separate real love.
Our trials will test each other in patience, jilted emotions will devour a mindset over generations, spite & jealousy will separate us because of the greed if not guilt vs. wisdom and forgiveness. Depression cloud our visions & confusion stigmatize our growth.
No worries faith & courage is what some people fight with. Silence and fear in what others operate in. Time is of the essence and this journey will not last forever.
The journey is going to happen; and before we see and know it. Time is going to change things; whether we,us are them. Is prepared, preparing are not ready at all.
The weather reported this morning; the roads are icy and dangerous. So please take a moment to reflect on what is most important. After this morning we watched live as the Fed-Ex truck flipped over a Wall on interstate 35W in Fort Worth.
We pray for the families involved who are going to receive a call; the call they were not expecting at all. And we can all relate the bills are due, kids are out of class and our feelings are on the edge. Because the bills are due and the plan for survival is slow in motion are unclear. However, rest in knowing bills will be around long after the customer is gone. And our families will mourn the horrific cause. So once again, make preparations for this week by slowwwing down for once. Tomorrow is not promised are neither is the next moment.
So many mothers are wearing black dresses these days, and no its not for dinner parties or a cultural event. Black, White, Hispanic, Asian, Italian or Jewish, Muslim and all mothers. Mothers are laying to rest their babies of all ages.
I began singing at the age of 2. My son knew how to dress himself, prepare his own plate and could determine hot & cold water to bathe by the age of 2. Because this young mother at the age of 22 worked a night shift at the postal service. And sometimes Dominique did not want to wake me up. But as I slept I dreamed of him knowing he had slipped out of my arms; and immediately I would awake to finding my terrible 2 taking care of me. By allowing mom to rest. And even in death I stand committed to him.
Its not how we lived our lives; in the eyes of someone else. It's how we loved on each other, our children, family, mates and a few good friends; if there are any living of those true friends who appreciated the idea of change. And share the true story behind the journey of those at rest; footprints.
Tonight I was thinking to myself as I prepared my son to rest. It was 2 days before we talked about a life for his children. It was the night before we would say I love you for the last time. And the next morning his life was robbed. If only I had one more day to say again; its impossible to do Gods work. And love on people that are incapable to respect, communicate and love you back no matter what you give.
We assume to no one another. But no one knows a child; like his or her mother. And even if we fuss & disagree. A son will always seek his mother for love, truth and understanding.
If you never had a bond with your child or children. Love is not dressing them in fancy clothes. "Yelling to the top of your lungs, in bullying a child to hurry in grow up". Are neither is cohabitation a confirmation you own someone. Love is not arguing in a relationship and creating animosity for someone who is willing to give more of; what you are willing to take in the end. And distrust is not loyalty in a friendship.
This song gives me comfort. Someone is in need of comfort as well. Even if you have not lost a child. The idea of losing a child should encourage you to change if not build on that relationship.
Our race & struggles maybe disputed & segregated. But heartache is a state no race of man can escape. You Just Don't Know.
In 2020 A List of Fortune 500; there were only 5 Black CEO's. And when the cycle of money is broken; what financial window will open? And when we can no longer communicate and respect one another’s sacrifices and lending hands. Who then can we lean on for sincere financial directions. For the children in this generation if not near or closer to struggling without knowledge? And in some situations for no reasoning; but fear to change an attitude and vision.
Wealth is not always what another person leaves at death, it is not a promissory note to ensure you live your best lives of good fortunes with someone else. Or neither is wealth passed on if there is no financial knowledge to invest in its growth. So why do some people turn into savages with resentment of entitlement for money that was either worked for by someone else. To ensure a mature person establishes the next generation to receive wealth?
When we are attempting to assist other people who are not
money savvy there are things to be considered. Before the trail of endless
giving; first establish the understanding with respect of the persons situation and then provide to them guidance in the event they will listen; because some people will allow their circumstances
to become your long term obligations. Unrealistic expectations.
And what many of us have learned is this we cannot all live
in a mindset of Fantasy Island; where Mr. Roark is not a real person in our real
life situations.
We can all share our work experiences. As for myself a young girl at the
age of 13 years of age I worked in the community with many elders; and what it taught me was to mentally prepare
my mind for a shift to occur financially in this new generation. And after my only child deceased
he had plans to intervene; where greed would turn into rage, spite and present envy.
We can fall behind getting caught up in the $ sign, before investing
patience, knowledge and time in educating ourselves on how pennies turn into dollars,
and nickels turn into dimes. And for every fifty dollar bill tucked away its closer
to reaching a $100 dollar bill on any given day. Because some people are planning around the reality of taking short cuts, plotting, scheming and establishing blind commitments. With the wrong intentions to gain money out of entitlements.
This may not apply to you today; but do not be surprised
once someone is in need of your financial assistance. Are you one day fall short of understanding by investing the money you are holding; was taken for granted.
Shall we proceed to understanding if not respecting the
access in credit and raw tender? Since the Covid-19 has impacted the world financially.
Inflation escalated, jobs are being furloughed if not lost, pensions are being
replaced with 401k’s, mortgages and rents collapsed, credit lines dropped if
not closed with balances that remain in promissory notes of balances still
owed. And those welfare benefits will not accommodate the beginning of the
domino affect; let’s proceed in doing the math.
In the event the plans occurs in July, 2021. The question in
the meantime is what plans have we made on your own. This example was significant because someone is banking only of this 1yr government plan.
3600/12=$300
month
The average single parent receiving welfare with at least 3kids
under 6yrs of age=$900 month.
3000/12=$250
month multiplied by children under 18years of age.
The purpose of the video; is for us to fix the immature understanding at this level. In order to make it to a new level.
I shared this info on Feb. 9th. Incase a few were of you were running through time.
Feb. 10, 2021
Rise and shine the race is on this morning you will need to be ready & focused. To use your fingers when selecting a county. And if you are encountering trouble on the website; proceed to setup an account on line.
On March 1. Collin county will be opening up a link to assist with qualifying recipients with rents. Again, you must seek the information for yourself. Now you have been provided the resource.
CVS: 70 Pharmacy locations across Texas will start scheduling online Thursday Feb. 11th.
Sam's Club:
Yes, through this partnership, Walmart and Sam’s Club pharmacies can now accept and administer federal allocations of the COVID-19 vaccine. Walmart and Sam’s Club are working with the federal government to help increase access to COVID-19 vaccines at select pharmacies in 22 states once vaccine doses are available, starting Thursday, February 11. The beginning phase of the program is designed to engage the system in a limited way to ensure the infrastructure is ready for large scale implementation when vaccine supply increases.
These locations have been advertised to be administering the Covid-19 vaccinations. If the links are still hard coded keep trying somethings will change in the blink of an eye. Depending on the County that link could default back to a different page with an adjustment in change of availability. It would behoove you to continue in keeping watch. Because time slots will quickly fill-up. In a Time that shows ALL in humanity; the window is small for our reservation to live in convenience. So now we have an obligation. To ourselves & elders for the generations they carried us All. And even in their old age they will comfort us in their fragile arms. So its our duties to see they are here.
Qualifications will require for the general public 65 & up with or w/out underlying conditions. Its your responsibility to read the fine printed. This is not a competition to compare our instincts in knowledge. Now that we have been provided some clarity in direction.
We can never be 2 invested with busy; too see the writings on The Walls. Only we can save ourselves. If you choose to be vaccinated or not. Then be safe & responsible if not in respect of others; then what about to yourselves.
Being a loner; does not mean you have to be alone. Once you discover the things that you enjoy about yourself. Other children will recognize and approach you with a hand of friendship.
Most children are not taught how to extend an olive branch; and what I mean is this. Acts of kindness develop in the smallest of children.
I emphasize the feelings of children, because their feelings count because these children are a blessing. And one day these children will mature in physical & mental development of their own personalities. But not without a personal experience of processing lifes challenges. So we take the time wisely to invest in our children who will one day; mirror us the adults in our choices, rebellious decisions and many mistakes. So the proper guidance is required of a Village to raise all our children.
In reality we cannot denie; some children never grow up. And the generation they lead will struggle. Because of the denial to address our own personal attitudes and issues we could of corrected to save our own children.
One day time allowed us moments with one another. Another day we watched one another grow. And overtime we either invested or wasted the time we could did more with our children.
Hug, kisses and appearance; is encouraging in the childs presence .
Clothes and materials things are nice. But time is pricesless with a child.
