JADED

In this life it's going down. But never give up on yourself. In every race of mankind. We've traveled the same road. In figuring out what this LOVE is about. Again, in  every race of a face. In All we will or had the feeling; in live forever. Are a feeling; of Jaded around the world.

Why?

if the depths of LOVE, was taught out of A book. Are expressions poured out from the depths of our Souls. 

Some readers; would read the Book of Love; triple times of every line. Of that Arthur's printed page. 

A few curious minds; would inquire about what was said of the pages others took time to read. 

As many in others; would wander around this entire world; passing by each other on these streets To reach out on Social media pages; just to set up a date. And time to get more acquainted. But almost for every Affair of these fragile hearts. No one is really prepared to accept each other's truth. 

Why? People outgrow each other in life; everyday. If not in a Blink or Wink of the Eye. Why?

Who really knows; what life has changed in these hearts. Overtime we just outgrow one another.

Because life carries many matters of the heart. When maturity & growth is the FEAR of possessing it. That is destined to set US of All in this life; back together or further far apart.

Therefore, baby girl's & woman in age. Falling in & Out of love is something else. 

Why? Because of the weight we bare alone. 

We also bare of this same weight. Carried of someone or other material things; involved. 

In or around others if not our own in seeking to finding validation, ones  own identity and a  love that will last forever. 

Therefore, Baby boy's love on yourself. Until you are comfortable. In feeling responsible. Regarding understanding yourself. To place structural boundaries to safeguard; you're own precious heart.

As will  will experience; those baby girl's. Of all types. And of Woman in this world. 

In all ages or races. The both of: male & female. Will continue to understand.

Why? a renovation in oneself. Will prepare you both; for whatever life has in store. 

If you're nearby to be. Only time will tell.

How so? God did not create man. To be destined. In loneliness in this life. 

We just needed more time. To do the work; in ourselves. To understand why patience requires; time to develope, mature & grow. 

Son, choose one are non at All. 

And 

Daughters same choice. In choosing one are non at All. 

Why? You both need time to grow. 

And how is this even possible; apart. Figure out what's not working; if you're struggling together. And have not experienced enough if life. To accept; I know what I am missing. Not just in the physical. But what is this feeling; deep in my soul.

Because in love; is a Powerful feeling.

But also immaturity, in but unseating it. Can be very; destructive.

We're not All invested in long or short term ideas, times and dates. We just find out for ourselves; of what do we really possess. To be invested. Knowing overtime what we really both needed was to heal internally, grow, communicate and respect when to stay or walk away. And figure out what we're really prepared to do. In standing in the ring; together to fight through. Are acknowledging it's safer to separate.

It's always God's Plan that carries US in All. 

In our footprints created in the earths sand. 

Why? Eventually we in humanity will learn from each other. 

Eventually, we finally figure the WHY out. And on any date & time. People change their minds. 

Father time; will call another my name in silence. 

Are father time will; let us know. Either we're going to end up. Together are in this crowded; world alone. 

Every human being; requires the internal space to learn more about themselves.

myself. 

And what being human and growing; is all about. 

As we are opposites; of one another's. Attractions. Of personal interest.

Eventually the human side; desires to possess the emotional & physical; experience. 

In this flesh. Of life we'll all in a persona journey. 

Figuring out. What we learn about each other. To learn over & over; about ourselves.

Internal Change, transition & transformation. Manifestation.

In this life; the idea of being, having and losing. Chances and opportunities. In experiencing; love. 

Has left that lingering '? mark'. 

After many; heartaches, broken promises. And horrible things; said. 

But before we close our eyes. In this world. There is a struggle in life. Where accountability; belongs. To its soul carrier.

The carrier of; emotions. 

The soul; who had to live life. And figure out'.

We're only here in earth. For a little while.

Because The Book Of Life will continue; our love stories.

With are without US.

Support System

In every age. In this lifetime we in humanity. Will need someone to depend on. And where there is lack. Or sufficientcy of money. It's not as consoling; as the emotional support from each other. Is the physical attachment of needing human attention. Why, do we need to care and show each other. A human form of affection? The reality is no one person; has been obedient in this life. Therefore, who really has all of our life answers. With the fullest of knowledge. In our own human heads. To express. Of one to another genuine & honesty in providing life answers.

Son, the heart has to be pure. You did it better than US. How so, I also made some mistakes in my own life. Yes, we are all figuring out 'how to accept our own truths. If not rewrite or own wrongs in this life'. Thank you mom for loving my kids. I love you my only son. So you know for yourself. No one on this earth is the Gatekeeper over our own choices. Even when we judge of one to another. But your acknowledgement has matured you in growth; as it will for US who will accept of it. In All. So, never let anyone discourage you or make a fool of you. Because, we know the truth. In finding hope we know as a people; requires accountability. For the renovations of work is deeply needed in the roots. Of our individual selves.

We in humanity will need to decifer even between one to another; who is mentally & physically capable. To lead & who to follow. To ensure that our own livelihoods are secure & guarded in protection. No matter If we're one day together. Are tomorrow separated apart.

The Sandwich Generation. Is now the new generations of unequivocal; care takers, care givers, care providers & consistentcy in Protectors. Why, babysitting is a temporary assignment. And long term care will require of these villages; around shifts.

In this world of change; a lot of people are walking & talking. But not so much mutual respect of effective communications. Is being inherited.

Why, texting is not good. Where understanding is ignored & blurred. And If the bickering between one to another continues in going back & forth on earth; between each other of races in mankind of every color. 

In Humanity we've already figured it out. What was not All About the main priority in this life. Finding companionship. And peace of mind in ourselves. What is being revealed is who really is feeling entitled. Who is or not accountable. Who is or not dependable. Who is the person I want to see do certain things; when in reality it should be the person who feels no shame. The reality is something could & can still possibly; change in our individual circumstances. And change in ourselves. As we wait on the change in someone else.

Time is destined to keep it moving forward. As suffering & loss in this life. Is not exempting none of any in this world. Of both Good & Evil.

If I paid you to love me. How long will the loyalty last. If it never began. If I accepted all your flaws & faults. Will you one day accept you're not entitled to me or my personal life change. The changes you're not willing to even adjust in yourself. But prideful to expect of change in someone else.

So, Who really cares? Some really don't. Anyone or many of Us in All of the world should. As a few do. And the reality is there are in those of mankind. Who are stuck in there own mental state of conflict & organized confusion. How so? Someone owes me, are need to accept of me. In what I keep chosing of my own insanity.

Life is precious. And there is still Peace to be found in life. And if respect was a responsibility; everyone of US in All. Of humanity could accept our own accountability. In possession of it; belongs to me. The accountability.

Tell the children, they are not doing anything wrong; love is deeper than who and what we of US emotionally;  want vs. need from one to another. As we hug and release the elders. Let them know. We appreciate the generations of every history. Lived of in their own human mysteries of dealing with their own; right & wrongs. And if anyone or person left is it has been left. With the ill feeling in this fragile mind & heart. But is no longer here on earth; let it go! Why, it's History that is telling us. Humanity is Repeating in historic formation. We're the authors & the makeup we wear. In the presence of one to another. On this journey of life. As we attempt to figure out; each other.

We often struggle in how to find the purpose in ourselves.

Target

Targeted of in; a soft or hard state of awareness. The state of being, state of Affairs, state of grief, state singleness, state of trusting, physical appearance of the young or old, being of age. If not the mental state of under educated & educated in or about life experiences. Why? Vulnerability, Race, Generation & Gender is no longer the factor. Opportunity & Opportunist roam  

In every Society, Community, Online & even in Homesteads. Why? people are people watching each other. On the clock and include every process of transmission in records. Seeking opportunities. To do what? Whatever, time they utilize productively. If not exhaust of themselves, mentally. In Preying on a soft or hard managed Target. To be honest what is respected of security anymore in this entire world.

Kid zones created for children. In these places & spaces of boundaries & markers. In every event center, street & pavement stationed of signs. In locations of facilities, zones, placed in the world by government agencies. But if we were to detect our own control. In environment of surroundings in this world; time would appear we're moving in a fast , steady or slow flow. However, Listen & Look closer. To watch who is, keeping Boundaries or Preying on the wide open. So, as I sat in silence. In alignment of these moving footprints. I noticed one movement stuck in an obscure pattern. That violated some personal space. Let's be clear no verbal communication took place. Only this pattern of physical movement in seconds being made. As the view intensified in narrowed down space. Also, did the open room in specific space quickly became; quaint. Why, those bodies were eye contacted. And coordinating in movement. In Prison the space is built by design for capacity of  an pair or pairing of bodies. In the world the space is wide open; however in place is boundaries of land markers. Stay focused on the packaging. In the silence moving is a message.

The moral is this. One day life called; on another. With trials & adversity. Moving US All into a moment of calls for change. That caused the immediate exchange. As a caller & callers, acted in pursuit. On an exact time & date. With pursuing instructions to follow for further details. Alway's remain mentally viligiant not emotionally invested. Why, remember any of one in All. Is created by design. And in US of All. Existence natural predators, blended in human natures. Wired of it's own natures of laws. Including familiar or unfamiliarity; we assume it's relevant who knows who are chooses to not say or speak on what. Why, Security & Wisdom is an intimidating gift. Why, it's confidence of knowing the value built in place of one self. Why, material things is replaceable. The Book is Life is Written, disregarded but remains; revolutionary, for All. And non verbal and verbal communication is a set of patterns found throughout human traited behaviors. Why, or How so? Existence in mankind. The Makeup of this world filled in Cohabitation, Associations, Affiliations and everyday in another day. For over generations of human interactions.

Until Time & Mother natures tolerance in votality wears. Revealing what was always real underneath. In the State of  Human Affairs. In this entire 'core' of  every corner of The Entire World.

Examine Infrastructure, what is really built on top. For US in All. Then only Imagine Why, What and Will reveal what is built in US of All. In Time of this entire Surface & Crevice in the World.

Disrespect In Generations

Yes, it's going to happen. Entitlement will devour this planet. At a rapid pace. And yes, there will be in every race, gender and age. The 'Gnashing of Teeth', and pivotal outburst of RAGE.

Why, it's been brewing over generations. And for every secret hidden in one generation. It births back a new generation of life; here on earth. 

Some will claim it's Gang related and age was not a factor. Moving forward was and is Gang Stalking, Gang Politics, Gang of Families breeding the behavioral patterns. Gangs of Social Status, Gangs of Economical Status, Gangs of Secret Societies. Gang up of Nations forming Together. Gang of Institutions, Gang of manmade Systems, Gang of Trained Assassins. Gang of Community Watchers, Gang of Banking Systems, Gang of  a variety in types of Corruption, And it will repeat it's own history in every generation. 

We can claim the streets, without proof of any type of land deeds of ownership Titled Planet Earth. We can claim each other, until our levees in humans emotions. Are bruised & broken. If not bent. We can claim & represent in a box of descencitize emotions. Which will one day be disrespected on every human level. As We can choose what we think is a. Move to ride or die. But we can almost not out think Life & Time.

My dearest son. If I leave nothing of material things. The thief  has stalked to  steal. I sew a seed of Wisdom in your  mind, and a Love so deep. Even Time will tell eventually tell. The real Story of what really; happened.

Twitch

Some people in Society chant 'I get it from my momma'. But what about 'daddy'? No matter the odds, tricks, old, sold, new & folk tails; told. The truth is we're All traits. That track back to two sets of DNA.

Mother's & Father's have debated it, staged it, talked around and proudly shared. Watch the choices you make with whom. And of what you have grown to learn to repeat of behaviors. Passed down to do in another generation. Of Us in Those & Them.

Why, In this world of mysterious ways. The same Twitch exist. In every breath of existence.

THRUST

No, judgement is greater, than the SIN committed. By any in the living on earth.

Thrust into the Light. No sin can no longer be denied. Why, The SIN will not cease in this life. Because of it's Darkness in Appetite. 

So, why do we judge of what SIN is greater or lesser in one of another. 

Attempt to cast judgement on earth. And watch what Sinner will say; I did not sin by myself. In fact I committed a SIN with someone else.

I read a coin left on a headstone that read of The 10 Commandments. If anyone has read. You then have acknowledged what is written. The Ten Commandments was for All of sin. Of Race, Creed, Religion, Sex are human status was not exempted.

Here on earth, of many feet will shake and stumble if not Rumble upon rocks & stones. But who, shall cast the first stone? And deny themselves of carrying; of one thrown?

Beloved, Time is an element no one controls.

Street Talk

The reality of life is this. Any type of people can connect; in pillow talking or fact gathering of non concluded if not eluded information. For the state of mind. Is what predators prey on. Is the state and will to survive. If not exist in a state of; whatever has to be done.

A statement was shared one day on this journey. 'if your intention is to ride on the back of another, be polite to not drag your feet'. What, stemm from this statement? Repetition of a type of behavior in humanity.

However, in street talking all over this world. The stereotypes in reality is anyone can be a representative; misleading. Starting in conversations. Or cohersion to fit in. And fill in a conversation. With the intention to gain by gaslighting for some type of information. And you would think. In these streets. There is nothing said that has not been recorded, replayed, re raised, repeated, re-represented, reused & abused. 

Why, Life continues to teach Us in All; be Cautious of whom is invited guest. In our own hearts, conversations, minds & houses.

So, what happens when it's destined to setup the stage of the final act. For an outcome of reality? And no human being is exempt; time is of the essence; where there is the consumption in lack of human patience. And not one human in titles, rolls are relationships is the exempt. Why, humanity knows the streets talk back. How so, jealousy, spite, envy who knows. As everybody's if not some watch, stand & hover; while judging & listening to each other. Even if the statement is 'nobody saw & seen nothing'. The Profiling & Hovering rolls on; from generation to generation. Reference the history of life, Case & Statutory Law. 

Over, and Over again. Time teaches 1 Lesson. There is nothing new done, that happens under the Sun of The Son. That defeats; the date of Karma & The Book of Life's Judgement for US in All.

Never argue with a state of mental confusion. Why, with it in the confusion. We in All stay in orchestrated chaos. Until the song ends. To figure each other; out. Eventually sooner than later. Truth will deal with the Plan, of failed attempts. To destroy Life's Purpose.

'stop talking to All of them'. Why, eventually it will surface; in Time. what & who. They we're taking to each other about.