Total Recall

The day you say "people made me lose hope" ask yourself this one question; what was it I really put my Faith in? And know I'm not into making Conspiracy Theories because this mess has been going on throughout generations. With the exception of Healthcare because drugs were flown & shipped into disparity in areas to strategize the poor. And what has happened is it's killing all races of men, woman & children.

Today I was forced into a more in depth space to share some formal information that will keep some of us if not many from jumping over that Bridge. if not Releasing a trigger in our hands. Sounds graphic; this is the real reality of the denial that continues to be a topic, debated. 

With everything going on in the world today. People tend to think about "who is going to help me"

 And the response for many is the silent sound of 'crickets". And this is no JOKE where people have lost hope, small babies are being laid to rest. As people continue to have random sex. War is in the land and the enemy is not walking on desert sand. Are neither hiding off the GRID, systems are in position waiting on your request to plead your case for immediate help. Health care provides charismatically think it's a joke by asking for more of our PAYCHECKS that already have been leveraged. Inflation is gradually fluctuating across the grid. As elders are seeking air & heat by lighting the PILOT to warm those aching bodies. Violence is off the chain. Nothing in compassrison to the Wyatt's riot. There is a situation now everybody is seeking Personal Justice. By raising fear so some may profit off of "food, electricity and ammunition". But only a fool will think these riddles are written by a person who has much time on their hands. And only a Thinker would know the Writing is on blast of every 4 cornered 

WALLS. Of BIBICALLY how the story will UNFOLD.

I spoke with a mother in distress with two small kids "who couldn't work hard enough to keep up with 'RENT & arguments with PROPERTY MANAGEMENT" on top of this the father of those kids is not keeping up pace because he managed to make more babies. So this next Young girl or woman is now advertised as another statistic. Only because in her mind she thought LOVE; had finally found her. Sad to say either no one advised her to actually have a plan; with or without a man. So she continues to revolve in repetition.

Please comprehend that a "MONTHLY PAYMENT ON RENTED SPACE does not account for an investment in LAND OR HOUSING" so plan accordingly. And do not allow time to catch up with your age in accommodating a 30 year mortgage; Conventional, FHA or Fixed rate.

I spoke with a young man who attended college, Christian home and hardworking well to do PARENTS. And in a Fictional world this kid has it made. But in reality money can't fix everything.

If we could live without the thought of needing Money would we really enjoy the simple things? I watch the working rich struggle to see who is next to still their riches. I watch the average working class attempt to keep up with the Jones's, attempting to mimic the Kardashians, no pun intended. But sometimes people live out a fantasy. In other people's reality, are make belief; it's breezy. In reality of what they are really dealing with.

Suicide is taking more youth in this day and time, drug use is a profit for the dealer but not for the recipoent using it,funeral home prep the dead as families struggle to financially support the living. Regardless if you are filthy rich who really looks forward are settles with losing a kid? Unless your involved with religious ties on the Dark Side.

Have you ever wondered why woman struggle in Corporate America? One word "Competition, catty intimidation". And the catch is to stay focused of who intensly desires to become your new bestie. Eventually their real face will smile and say "we're a Team, so please feel comfortable to share your needs". Why can't a few more of ladies work with each other. To build Legacies and mentor our woman & young ladies?

I saw children running through the parking lots, people prancing with their goody bags and walking hand in hand. As some snared those noises in the air. Then out of the blue there was a blast with people running everywhere and guess what "their noises were no longer in the air. Because the person whom they least expected to HELP was there in a moment of their Doubt.

I shared with someone who had more but managed less. And of course my situation did not automatically go from  worst to fixed. But what I showed was an act of kindness. But in my DARKEST moment this person turned their back, and I still forgave them. The lesson to be learned is be cautious of how you give in a moment of overwhelmed compassion to satisfy someone's selfishness.

I witnessed grandparents asking for assistance with food, school clothes and holiday gifts for their grandchildren who 90% of the time live with them. And it's not always the same situation in fairness that the parents are hard working, deceased or incarcerated. It's because there is a hand of people who feel entitled. 

I spoke to a young lady in her twenties who was experiencing being a new mother came with challenges and sometimes mommy and daddy can't provide proper information if they have made or continue to make "questionable choices" in their old age. So this young lady said I love my child's father and kid. But he hits me and then immediately apologizes for it. Then repeats it over again. I said it does not matter who you date man or women hurt is no game. So ask yourself the question if I had to let go of something or someone in my life "COULD I MANAGE TO SURVIVE". And she said what do you mean "I said what is a King"? she said I don't know because my Daddy did not manage to for-fill his roll. So I suffer from low self-esteem and without being in a relationship,  I'm lonely. I replied if you have to be alone don't be with a human being that makes you wake up everyday to wonder if they will love or hurt you in some Formal or Informal way. And bye the way these young ladies were all colors of race. And many came from well to do families.

I watched grown men struggle to be in healthy relationships and still search for their mommy in there adult relationships. Which is not a problem if this man would understand he created kids so now he must grow-up.and be a more mature man.

I visited a Bank today and the young man said I'll get you over here and rambled on to say; you interested in saving money. I thought to myself "LORD HELP" little did this young man know I was hip to being peter rolled. As he slid my deposit slip in the opposite direction and gave me no form with my deposit confirmation. And the reason why I did not flip is because he will learn why he works in the location he was placed in where "second chance is sometimes used for convenience". 

I'm running short on time because that reader was accurate. About my time in which I will not waste in this life. To write ANGEL L stories on HUMANITY you must think beyond the average mind and present truth & lies; in a respectful presentation. So if any human being ask the question "who does this"? simply flip a coin and watch the world we All live in.

For some of us who possess a good spirit and strong will, mind, body and soul. There will be daily challenges on things that are either irrelevant or what people would like to test of our patience. But stay confident in dealing with Corporate, Personal Business Transactions, Family, Church, Relationships & Marriages, and real life situations. Where people are wired to act a certain way. And some Thrive on immature mind games. So therefore you must know the rules in your game of mental chess to maintain some form of respect in order to salvage your own mindset..