In Memory of My Son

Salvation; is a given gift. From God.

Romans 8:18 KJV.

In a world we refuse to respect; each other's silence. 

Then when do we expect to be humbled. Over being entitled?

Therefore if anyone ask. You let em know. We are of one; one body. Of many nations. Brought together. By a Powerful design. Because of God.

And in between the Dash; we will find our own way. To the truth. Because of life adversity is part of the process. No one was promised. There would not be on this earth. Of life's; joy & heartache.

God knew the plans for our lives. From a females womb. Because of a males; DNA.

How do we not know. What's in

The Book of Jeremiah 29 :11. 

As we grew in this flesh. We also developed. In of the souls; of woman & man.

God anointed the soul with; strength; in Luke 10:19 KJV.

Even through our; human weakness. On earth.

Why?

Matthew 10:16 KJV.

For one day would come. To experience. Because of what was learned. According to God's will. Every human possess; purpose. 

For the suffering, endured. Only last a moment. How do we know?

Joy will come in the morning.  

Faith is; the substance of things hope for. And in The Book Romans 10:17, So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing the word of God.

So, never cease in prayer. Why? Proverbs 2:6 KJV.

For we expect; knowing that weapons shall form against; this body. Of the flesh. But nothing form; against me shall prosper. Not even in death. 

God's word. To be absent from this body. Is to be in the presence of God. 

'mom never let them see you cry'. I am now safe. With a comforter. My mind has found rest. On our Father's Heavenly; chest. Matthew 11:28.

In the Book of Matthew; the Beatitudes. 

I decided for myself. To walk in both; of my paternal & maternal DNA.  I may have suffered. Some days of; headaches & pain. But I'm so glad God is Almighty & Powerful throughout the Universe. And that I can find rest & assurance.

And many will test The Fruit of the Spirit. Stay steadfast, in the word of God. A healer,  a true friend, deliverer & comforter.

Why? In Luke 12:2 KJV.

And before this body has finally found rest. Before this date. I myself declared my soul; into a relationship with God. 

Why? God promised, through repentance. I have the gift of Salvation.

And Once; The Book of Life is read. My heart will heal. If not your heart will heal. Because we have; accepted. What we will embrace. For rest. Of what's on our; individual heavy; hearts. According to the plans; called upon us. By God.

The morning; of January 15, 2020. I leave footprints. In my Dash. Of a race, once in the living. Now at rest in the; spirit.

Luke 8:17 KJV.

The Bible translation reads. 

In The Book of Ephesians 2:8-9 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves. 

It is a gift from God'. Worth working towards.

It's just a matter of Time. We'll hold one another; In time. God promised mankind. That forever. Is with God in Eternal life. 

Found Through; obedience & repentance. The reward is; Salvation. 

All we need is the faith of a mustard seed. To stimulate; hope, patience & endurance. To make it through One more day. 

On this journey.

                 July 23, 1991 - January 15, 2020, my beloved. Son. 6 year's.

                                                John 14:2 KJV. 

'In my Father's house are many mansions, If it were not so,~

Ancestry

Throughout human history. God knew what the plan was. And why. Every generation. Will hunt down; it's own history. Because of what runs deep. In the blood. Of DNA. Will lead to the; connection in truth. 

How so?

Our ancestors, put in the grit work.  So that we may figure out why, what and when. To flip; it. Before passing down the; instrumental instructions. To the next kindredness. Is of bloodlines.

The reality; whether the history is good are bad. We all must get acquainted. With what runs. In our blood.

If not you will walk amongst many; with diluted knowledge. Because there is those amongst you. Who know their; own truth. 

About what? Start with asking; the uncomfortable questions.

Eventually we'll figure out. How we're built, and prepared. If not putting on a facade. Behind smoke screens & glass. Just to deal with each other. In real life.

There is areas in this skin. We all need work in. To work around the areas of what is attainable in this world. Of what we All can win; in. 

Then there is the reading on the walls. Of who mis handled; the history of taking care of old & new business.

See relationships; Stretch beyond these streets & sheets. Then there is books & binders of written laws, captions, screenshots. And emoji's.

See why? We cross examine one another. For being twisted up. In these feelings.

So we should all know by now. What has been whispered, mocked & asked. Of what has been told & resold.

Because of; AI & Human Intelligence. Rooted to how humans; think about how to respond. On whose actually winning & losing.

But of what? To Gain, Power, Strategy. And done struggling Rooted in emotions.

In & out; of all this pain & suffering. That eventually we as humans Mentally & Physically experience distress in these bodies. Because of the amount of work that is; required. To sustain. In of the heart muscle pumping.

And if we were to Just take note. We all eventually; grow weary & tired then old. 

See, the mind is beautiful. And aging in the physical; occurs at a rapid pace.

People, sleep deprivation is dangerous. Finding a peace of mind; wise. And worrying is a Sin. We're guilty of dealing with all of them.

Why? Life &  the entire experiences. Allows one option.

To figure it out. Are wait to be told; of what you should feel. are not. Around what is needed to know. Regarding how a choice and decision. Will affect the entire mission.

Son, I'll mold you in areas. You will eventually stir the control in yourself. How so mom? One day, you will think; independently. In the presence of; adversity. Amongst diversity. In human beings. Of this world.

See, time is not a game. Time is continuous; around progress while in this physical form of existence. Around the past, the present and what is unknown. But predicted of the future.

Then why, damage control? Son,  Humans work off of; emotions. Connected! Internally to hormones. Egos & Arrogance. If not humbled.

Because not one human being has all the right answers. Where we debate who falls short. In an entire human race. Is of humanity.

Through out the Trials of life. That bring out. What is built; in area's, of some people's DNA.

Then process why? Other's struggle to accept. We're created by Gods design. Rooted to types in bloodlines. Of what most people Do Not Need Approval. From each other. Regarding to undressing; these human expectations. 

One day you made a final decision. I don't have a problem will you. Now the situation should of been addressed. But feelings got involved. Is when the life got real.

So yes. We will endure. Complexity in this life. But alway's grow daily in patience. To read an entire room. Of every human that sits in silence & stands out loud. Needing validation from a crowd.

This is why Time is crucial. And where there is an idle mindset. It's an entire playground. For the devil to; act out.

If our own human history; had not set the foundation up. Then how would we have figured out. How to approach with immature are mature thinking. Towards one another. In a set time that keeps ticking. What is bound to happen; next. 

For; the next flip. Already happened. To all in humanity.

Many, Leader's in all. Took hold of the; instructions. As many students; remain seated, watched & choose to remain; silence. Are learn by watching & listening.

The Question is? Who has not heard. But admit. I can identify with; both. The truth & a lie. 

Not just to be accounted for. Of whether I chose are not a; human side.said.