Straight Sex-Gay Talk

Before we begin our Straight-Gay Talk let's be clear on one topic; when it comes to relating to our own children "young & old", family, spouses, strangers and friends. They will exercise the free will in making their own life choices. Therefore their choices will not always make sense in our reasoning. Timothy I is a good read. If you're ever in need of change. Amongst us in All. Before trying to pursue; the uncontrollable. In changing; one another's internal wiring. Regarding the way we see & feel; about one another. Before knowing how we should feel; regarding ourselves..

Reasons is we're not All focused; on the relationships. Rooted to choices. In civilization we're observing; certain type of human behaviors in this flesh. Of actions. Because we're free to love & live

 With whomever & however; we feel comfortable.

According to society.

But we also are curious; in every age and race category of people. Regarding human sexuality. Is physcologically understanding who you are. Who we are; as individual human beings.

Sometimes we would like to believe "it's just a phase". That Eventually humans will mature in their own time & space. During those experimental moments in our lives.

People transform us for the remainder of our lives. Sometimes people create wear a masked; facade. to not expose; who we, them are us; really are. 

In life. Sometimes people work on vulnerability to test you're strength in; sexuality, that may be a  weakness. In your prayer; ability. However, we can disagree until infinity. And in some countries gay rights, live short lives. And the truth of the matter is; we all struggle through change of ourselves. If not transitioning. In life amongst one another. In every age and race of; genders. Female and male.

Especially, when stress has max our; nervous system. And it's more common to find people who find comfort in; casual sex. And not be judged in their actions. As we figure out; our human own; preferences.

Today I will speak in light of our hardships, loss and different choices. And not every person's truth is found written in a book; for sale, located behind theories, screens & search engines. Are numbered in a system. Of data. In a census bureau; heck. Are voiced on the couch of; a fee paid to the psychiatrist.

Because people either have their own facts of what is accepted where many people will reject it. If you dare to bring light to their differences. So moving on. To Straight Sex-Gay Talk;

Is humanity in rare form. Of who we are. And how we individually identify; with norms & classes. In society. While dealing with ourselves; in transformation. Of all humans beings.

I use to wonder what internally makes us sexually different. Is it the way our bodie; look in shapes. And adjust to change overtime. Is it the outside physical appearance that allures; our flesh. To bring overly assertive. In watching; and mentally fantasizing? 

Are maybe it’s what we advertise. It is because someone close in our lives. Mishandled us emotionally. Are let us down in our lives. It is a stress mechanism. We are motived to perform sexual acts; to relieve ourselves.

Maybe it's a burning desire, of our addiction. Including is to control one another. Through sex. Or could it just be; in our wiring? We desire the same sex. To submit human acts in this flesh.

I use to wonder how a man could make love to a woman. Then connect. The same plug into a man, but not through all the same; emotions & entrances. Demonstrating the same emotional feelings. Or what could have been missing in this males are females; personal life. To stir up this sexual appetite. Did they desire to be loved are needed to feel ok; in their own identity. 

For the attention. To be validated. in being human.?

Regardless it All starts in the; mental. That stirs the physical. In theses hearts. In him are her. Her are him. We're all Emotional creatures. Around other human beings. And by no means did I say "every curious male or female is full blown gay". We live from generation to generation. In & out of emotional cycles. Piecing together. What we understand in these; human bodies.

Why? This heated curiousity. That burns deep in this flesh. Of the living. In a world filled with; psychological plugs & connects.

Every birth of a new generation. Has to experience the reality; of what we choose are not in our choices. Of the flesh we deal with; in ourselves. Them share in Cohabitations with one another.

Whether we continue to transform; through development in our. Chosen life styles. That align with; time. In Society. Remains what we teach and indoctrinate. Of being submissive to one another.

We as humans are guilty of misunderstanding; The Holy Bible. 

It's Biblical we are not conformed to this one; world. We're just human beings figuring out. How do we live; with one another. In figuring; out who we are; in ourselves. 

Is finding purpose.

And no. I did not experience what society judges of; trends & patterns. In sexuality with different genders; in repeated cycles of giving my flesh to people in their flesh.

I took time to do the work in myself. Also,  I did choose to raise; and teach my only son. The direction of a straight human. To feel the entire human experience in his own; flesh & skin. From the date outside of my womb; a baby, a child, a boy into a male. With structure that reference back to my own credibility in life practices. Of faith & hope. In morals, values and beliefs. Because one day he would live life in the only Dash. To reference back to the recorded memory. Of how I chose as a mother. Of a  human. In living; my life. Until his final testing date. According to God's will; on this earth.

So, according toy life story. Im very familiar with details.

In a world we consume these bodies. With each other. In Dealing in the natural. Of the human details. We debate over. One another's expectations, acceptance, validation. 

Until we accept; our individual transformation. Begins in the inner skin. Of these walls. Inside of these individual; bodies. We share with one another. In our human experiences. 

Through desires & physical,& mental contact.

We're all going to take a journey. To figure out. We're just not all connected. Through the same wires, channels & desires. Physcologically see Emotionally.

And because of the experience it's okay. Just be careful. To be prepared to experience; Not one human is meant to be; alone physcologically, mentally are physically.

In this world filled with Sin.  It's the soul's that broken.

We have witnessed what men do. We can hear what women and men; prefer in the experience. Bru g of the responses.

Of what people do; once the two have engaged. On an emotional level. Throughout human contact.

And the sad news is we're alway's negotiating; who should of, could of, but not was invested. Mentally.

So yes, people flip. Are manage control. Of their emotions.

Which brings on; human affairs. Birthrights, parenting, materials things. But we also pay a height price. Because the "interest" in what we; realize. Is are what not necessarily; expected are longer desired.

Each other. 

In the negotiation stages; of our precious bodies. Including to maintain; the things. That will test our Human Relationships.

Trust, loyalty, aging, sickness,mental health.  Etc

Women and men meet and greet. They exchange their views on different topics and how relationships should work; prior to dating, waiting or straight proceeding to having sex. I. Thr real world.

Is technology. It's the speed of how fast. Can we connect.

In acknowledging with or without safety concerns. And a commitment. So we’re not alway's prepared when life happens. Including the birth of; life adversity. Because one day came faster than what we had; time. Between experiments and experiences with each other.

Then life happens again.

One day a new generation of children will mature faster. In a world; of information, social media, transformation, hormones and hardships. Attached to what comes with; valuable lessons.

In humanism where we will be held accountable. For one another. In what we “did or not say”. To stir any of us. Even in them. The youth in the right way. So we can relate to this saying “one day my child laid upon my heart, but tomorrow came, and now they run through my thoughts". 

I see women hug, and grab one another’s derriere. I hear woman accommodate one another sexually. We are taught by what we see. And react with one another; emotionally. 

I once visualized a woman grabbing my thighs & looking intensely into my eyes. Until I looked back and all I could see was lust, low self-esteem and loneliness; in this encounter. This human was mature enough to know. The trials in her own life. She personally endured.

In life we can pay to fix what's imperfect to our eyes; on the outside. But what is within broken. Requires of time, patience & healing. To get back to; love on ourselves 

Once this world of people have played with our hearts & minds. We are more cautious & aware. Once the mind and heart; no longer aligns. Is when people make choices in attempting to cure their sexual appetites. 

Whether we Find loyalty, consistency, true love are nothing, we flow in & out; during the exploring in experiences. With each other. Are either we deal with the issues. Fluttering in of our hearts; during the human transformation. 

I use to wonder when life grew overwhelming. And the pressure became too much to bare. I knew God would alway's; protect and watch over me. But sometimes we are guilty of moving ahead of God's plan. To keep attempting writing our own versions.

Playing with; man.

And before we obeyed our flesh; one more time. The mind was wrecked & flustered with; more frustration. Of thought's colliding in formation. Is when anxiety causes; exhaustion & heart palpitations. 

 

In a world. I

Of,; heated conversation, love making & sex is televised; and alluring. In eveth generation of race. In sexual gratification. With are without an emotional connection. In intelligence are limited in emotional education .

Leaving the work. For human beings to alway's remember. We still need compassion, patience and communication. To work  in ourselves.

As we're having sex; bring not a safe game. Amongst the company we once invite into our sacred place. We're daily trying and searching for; adjustments & change.

One day someone screamed "rape". My baby will never be the same.  One day our children were sold into sex slavery, by someone we called neighborly. One day there was a world of sexual transmitted diseases, people only grew more aggressive. One day single people were no longer alone. They now share a common interest in a married couple’s home. One day sex changed the world. And disturbed the innocence of little boys & little girls. 

Is when the world; was watching the change. And grew weary. Not knowing God's grace remains sufficient. Because of God's grace & mercy. For mankind.

Where there is pain. There is also; Freewill on healing.

I could be wrong but in having sex or practicing abstinence we do have a choice. And Gay is a lifestyle. Transgender is a transition. And what we don't identify with of our individual choices. Is room in any age are race for growth.

In this life. We will comfortably continue. To embark; in the experience. With each other in a world of; humanism. And sexuality.

To figure out; what is sex. Before admitting to one another. Whether we found love. Are we're still anticipating; the next physical experience. With one another.  Throughout the world.

As we step back; into this space of life. Remember, first choice. In protecting;  mind, body and soul. For life.