Are we really suprised, of whom in the spirit jealousy lies? And It could be any of us. And no, human titles alleviate the behavioral acts in how we treat one another in this life.
So, we often feel this pain inside. To heal faster on the outside.
The sad news is this spirit is not often expressed in US All. The bad news is this jealousy is known to internally grow; from within. In all ages, gender & race.
It's sad a child would think; they did something wrong. An elder could feel; no one loves them any more. A neighbor snares & walks bye, without a sigh. Are when families defend each other in strong rolls to back door emotionally another to feel like the blacksheep. And often it's because of Jealousy. Not respect of accepting knowing why boundaries is required. To keep the PEACE. And lets not overlook once the death of any matriarch in that family. Often ties of family, are severenced. If not prayer keeps them together. And let's drive by The history regarding those Associations, that will get exposed. And the reality is jealousy is always the hidden motive.
The reality is people come in & out of our lives; everday in this life. The good news is it's ok. Perfection in being human is this complex thing. So, we're allowed to question the "WHY". We all got some type of issues, but so does every human being in this entire world.
Before the passing of my son. Over life we had our disagreements. And we were ok. Because love was not the issue we debated. At the end of it All. We desired the need to communicate even more. And yes, I was the reference of a line written on the "Protector". Because we knew & still know what a room of "Oppressors", are predicted to eventually do. Jealousy & Envy has no patience. So, often its easier to walk away, with an immature attittude, inaccurate, underestimated understanding. To avoid focusing on the "WHY". But see our relationship was bigger than people could deal with of the issues in their own life. Those same issues in humanity we decide of what to carry. On our personal backs & chest. During this tedious journey we either find internal peace or seek of human acceptance.
Lastly, once we figure it out. The "WHY", dont be startled. We either then except or deny the facts tally up to this. We don't know what date that life impacts, dismantles any person that turns to jealousy, envy & rage. The good news is it will happen eventually on any given day. I saw things, and so did we, us and them; over history.
Take care of oneself; first. Why, people are destined to teach, mimic each other, if not be ok with how they choose to feel; towards themselves & about treating you. Even if causing pain is an option.
The day breaking the chains of generational cycles. Interrupts the comfort of dysfunction around codepedency. Sit back in silence to watch. What has been brewing, for some time.
I love you, it sounds good. From even the mouths of anybody, when you are down in your spirit. But it feels even better. With an action behind it.
After my son passed, I saw who was in the rooms. And read the writing on the WALL "It's lonely at the TOP". If only we saw "WHY", it started at Birth.
