Hard Lessons

The hardest lesson to learn, is accepting the lesson in which we find ourselves in. And this time I’ll allow you to fill in the reasoning; of how, who, what, when and why of our pessimistic and optimistic minds.

You ever said to yourself I refuse to do this one; AGAIN. To only find yourself repeating the same lesson all over again. And with no disrespect in all honesty it's not always life and someone else who contributes to the choices we make that inflict pain on ourselves in this life. 

The sour news is the truth does not have to flavor your taste buds. And a lie is not real reasoning in making you feel justified to turn around and blame it all on life. Because real people create situations. Life allows us space to make corrections and trials remind us we are not in full control of what happens out of our human control. A logic if not searching for non logic in reasoning to why; we should live if not be more humble in every season of this life. 

My First Love

God does not treat us based on our "sins" we deserve. God allows in everything we do; a second chance unlike man to redo our first, all over again.

The day we met we were both kids fascinated with what we heard & saw once we gazed into each others eyes. Eventually we became the best of friends. Assuming we could teach one another what we still needed of time and room to learn; about each other & our selves. In a life filled with twist and turns. We created a friendship together in which we only required of the both of us to understand one another. There was nothing out of one or the others reach; as long as you belong to me & I belong to you. The sky had no limits to what either of us would do. Eventually we figured out our right & wrongs. There was not a moment wasted we did not explore of what our bodies lusted for. We forgave one another in our hurtful words & childish ways. We held onto one another with loyalty. We chose and were chosen by others but no one had the power in this entire universe to keep us apart. We we're brought up in different environments and judged for not being good enough for one another. But only time could show us each other. Then one day we created a bond once your seed complimented my wound. And a life was born is when I knew that you were my first love. 

But this is not how the story ends. This is just how many of our “first love” stories began: 

Until the day came and time caught up with love and demanded some accountability; from the both of us. To sit down and re-evaluate if we were still on course to be in one another’s life. To cherish, protect and always be together side by side. Is when we both saw the difference of how we both mentally & physically changed. A valuable lesson to be learned in any relationship over time but only we can figure out why:

Not everyone is meant for one another at a different space in time. Not every pair will hold together where the chains no longer bind. Sometimes people mature in what they have to learn it just depends on what changes take place in their hearts and understandings. We just have to realize when time is no longer investing in that part of our lives. To move forward, receive and reciprocate, show more compassion and work harder in communicating our love and understanding.

If there was a world created with one main intension of destroying one's hope to experience love. There would be no human reasoning to understand why; people fall in & out of love all the time. Therefore love allowed us all a "second chance" to mature and prepare for our next, "FIRST love all over again". 

You will know when the time is right for you to let go and live more of this life.

Now that I've matured into this facet of beauty that I am my essence is deeper than what is seen in the presence of man.



I value myself more and cautious of who I allow into my space. I dream with no limits. Because life continues to allow me to breathe in it.



I don't have many sorrows because I've learned to let go, allow people to do whatever comes natural and giggle more.



I'm not afraid to admit I've never been married or even know if I've ever been in love. I was eager to be obedient to what God needed of me. And always prepared for unexpected journeys  



I will never deny myself of feeling passion, love, poverty and wealth. Because not everything we want is always what we imagine it to be. So I've learned to live and adjust in life  accordingly.

I remember being ask the other day as I sat on top of a  rolling sea “what was it I was thinking”? For one moment I was speechless in my response. Little did he know that in that moment he was my first. So my silent question to him was "are you prepared for your next 1st"? In which I can humbly promise to be your last". But only if you're prepared to open up to allow me to be your next, first.

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The 

best investment we can make is by 

sharing prosperous advice:

DON’T 

ALLOW 

YOUR ATTITUDE 

TO SLOW YOU DOWN.

IN SPACES THAT ARE

MEANT TO SHUT YOU DOWN.

All 

information 

is transmitted. 

You just have 

to be wise & aware in how you receive it.  

Throughout my compilations of Angel L. writings.               

I share clear vision through

encouraging words, truth &  despair. Of what has or will take place under the sun in the space we all breathe in of one air. 

So many things are taking place in the world today. People are fascinated by one another's choices 

if not mistakes. 

Where every action results in logic or confusion 

if not madness in our real 

life situations. 

It's been quoted that some people are not meant to serve a purpose in your life.          But what if some people      are taken on to validate your obligations of not

changing.

What if we could 

see past waiting until things happen to figure out; this is what confines us to our own balls and

chains of redundancy.  

In 2013 

I placed on kindle a version of "The Burdens of A Heavy Heart". 

It talks 

about the burdens tattooed in our hearts. 

No matter what culture you are. My mission is written for an audience.  

"Vacation"

Whether you have or have not the ability to travel create a place of escape with the intentions of leaving the world behind for a moment 

in treasuring peaceful time. 

Focus on enjoying the labor of your harvest and not on what tomorrow could bring, grasp this moment 

and 

focus on more fruitful things.

Hug your love ones as tight as you can, eventually they 

will be torn from your hands.

Enjoy the airway while it is still free soon the TSA will be unable to control the air space due to calamity coming its way.

Thank god for the educators who are enforcing the fight; to end education growth is purely spite. 

Accolades 

to a leader who takes a strong role in places you struggle to grow.

Invest in a passport 

while there is time or take that scenery 

drive; eventually everyone will be restricted to their own side. 

Consume 

healthy food you would have never tried, eventually it will be destroyed by pesticides if not detained 

until you surrender into a 

truce

of what has been documented of what you or not know.

Don’t 

allow 

the financial torture to destroy your life, 

people your more precious than trying to contend with the worldly price of who will have or have not in this life.

Allow the sunshine to brush against

your beautiful face eventually 

darkness 

will consume this entire place.

Vacant

Time line. And if we're to break it down. Of 100%.

50% of our lives we spend it trying to accommodate, seek pleasure and validation; from other people who will choose freely to leave us or stay, if not taken away. The other 50% of our lives we juggle with our own happiness if not preparing for our final exits.

It's NOT required of us to catch all the flies in a room. First, a Leader must learn their own order of discipline & communication. Second a follower must control their temper in order to process better understanding. Then will those windows open wide and redirect those swarming flies. 

Have you ever been hesitant to make one move or reiterate something that people may misinterpret or take the wrong way; all over the place? Which allows us the permission to argue if not create opinions. To whether or not “faith is the substance in all the things we hope for”. And what if people who don’t believe in faith. But believe things are just meant to happen in the universe?  

Then what do you hope for? And how do you believe in “someone” or “something” you lack in vision to see. Of how we fight ourselves internally. By resisting our own struggles we refuse to change. Psalms: 29:

Life is not always to blame. It's the air and space that allows us the freewill to change.   

Three keys I hold that impact the decisions I make:

·        The key to Planning

·        The key to  Sacrifice

·        The key to Understanding Communicating   

We can’t change people & or what happened on yesterday. We can implement plans & better decisions in the space we live in, TODAY. So tomorrow we can hope to see more fruitful seeds. Because we have been made aware of what will, can or may not happen. Donald Trump was sworn in as our American president & many votes were monitored in. Immediately people viewed in with concerns and suggestions of their own human ideas and motives. Either way this is now a Country's faith stemming from who stood in place. So the game continues to be played on a different day with a new face.

The question is what are the keys you hold to your next move?

·        IN any open opportunity we will be introduced to fiduciaries & financial products progressing in mass production; because we have yet to figure out how real money can influence, but not fix the attitudes around the world.

·        
   IN any seat left empty it has already been filled with a soul of compromise to meet high expectations of bottom line production. Life refuses to allow us to remain the same just stay true to what you believe.

·        IN every season the climate will change. The entire atmosphere will shift human balance in every corner of the earth.   

·        IN every flicker there exist a flame, in every jail  & ditch their lies a snitch. Influenced or driven by "arrogance' and behind every "lie" the truth is plotting to come alive.

·        IN every course of action in any-type of “personal” or “business affair” profitable or negative investments will be made, in every race and age.

·        IN every plan involving  a world affair “open” or in “privacy” many will know the truth, only a few with good intensions plan to refuge the innocent. Because of the time and day of what is going to occur, if not already in plan to take place.

In reality the less you associate with some people, the more you will improve. These people will choke your dreams. Where they show no capabilty to prosper or support your dreams. Never make this person a priority where u realize your their option.

Why, because we all have a disposition in how we respond to one another, when we could have utilized more time communicating with each other.

Ecclesiastes 1:9

“The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.” 

CUPID

We will all change our minds overtime regarding one another. But time won’t allow us to rewind back each other.

With all the human access, online clicks and money match making businesses. It’s amazing to see how people still end up feeling abandoned, spiritually are physically lonely.

And no one in this entire universe can explain why LOVE chooses to commit and respect; some people over others in this life or could it be that People choose to love who & what they want to see in that person who is destined to change; physically, mentally if not spiritually. Either way time is destined to reveal our “TRUTH” once that LOVE is tested and proven to be fire proof.  

We all have experienced how opposites attract. Could it possibly be in our human natures were wired for that where one person thinks they see it all physically or fall in love mentally. But overtime people do find themselves in a dilemma of being abandoned by the person in whom they invested their love in.

So how is it people fall in love online. Meet and move in 1-3 months but please don't confuse it for love. Separate in marriages and continue to dating, cohabitate and compromise in space, invite more people into their sacred space, and yet figured out how they must communicate?  I’m assuming that Balance means everything when people are properly implementing a form of negotiable understandings. And if so then the question is why are people; still hurting and abandoned outside of the people in whom they have chosen to LOVE in this life.

This is my story:
I’m also a sinner save by grace. I have so much in life to grasp. I refuse to settle down in my own ways; I just opened up to embrace more of understandings in reasoning. My chapters do not end today. Life will manage to move on with or without me. So therefore I will breathe in every currant it Allows me; of time.

I was groomed in how to show love. I'm still a VIRGIN from the last man that I allowed to touch me "mentally" you could say I was "Feeling Myself". But he missed the real connection. For being prideful in his hit man "position".

Now let's proceed to the next quality in my package. I am attentive to mental and physical details, because some people are only comfortable in spaces that are not adjustable to changes. I desire to be mentally challenged it adds to my thirst for more fruitful knowledge; but it’s often you will find out how people tend to apply the same level of thinking in every space of  THEIR maturity. I desire to be spiritually connected in all emotional places; but not everyone has kept the faith and we tend to create a low tolerance,  in our understanding.

We are not all at fault for choosing to be who we are. We just choose to share with another person of what we believe in who will appreciate us and care. 

Wake Up Everybody

Thank you Obama & Michelle, Joe Biden and family. For your sacrifices were not limited in vision. Your strength remained unbroken. Your unity humbled the masses as we watched you prepare to leave us with your footprints. In what we all share of our American legacy. 

 

On this journey we will endure change. Our PURPOSES will be revealed. Every hand shall work till every brow shows sweat. Real life stories will be WRITTEN. Human FAITHS will be challenged. From different perspectives in what we have been "taught" then expressed through our "cultural" differences and "human" understandings. 

To gain more clarity we must clear up the cluttered space that hinders out vision to make some lead way. In what we choose or not to see of what able' s or enables us to grow and live.  
Permission

Over our own understanding & works in the human flesh. Everyone one of us struggle within our individual weakness. We're all a work in progress. Most of us just live in denial of accepting it. 

With all due respect time will mature all people in areas we streeetch. 

Eventually change will no longer accept human resistance. In what we seek of 

Restoration in these days of wicked men who will fall in Matthew 12:43-45. As so in the days of Nehemiah who cried about a wall. As the enemy camped out day and night. To torture what was more of importance in his life. 

Time will reveal who believes in what we serve of man. And reject of God's presence. Pity for the fool who refuses deeper understanding in

·         The air we breathe.

·         The light hanging in the sky.

·         The wisdom in the Doctors hand. The judge of what happens even in the gravels hand. Who knows the date of your heart break. And who will be sent to mend it after its broken; if only we could be more patient for a higher permission.

· who has one clue of what children will perish, young & old; this is not how the stories ends. Where there is no peace on earth for them to live.   

  
POWER is what we call into action. That will define events in our human existence.  Time reshapes the earth and subtracts life into Death after Birth. Beauty is what we see in one another and everything; in its process of change.

Today we say Farewell to the fall of ignorance. And embrace change to what we make up of all things. 

The End

-Angel L

Sister Code

Most people assume you need the MONEY, first. I been taught how POWER rules MONEY. And RESPECT is what CONQUERS the both of them.


The wrong company will turn you up. The right atmosphere sets a tone. Titles tend to inflate our egos; if we're not humbled. Confrontation raises the bar. Conversation & presentation gains the attention of the masses. When we are cautious of how we process our female emotions.

Who made the rules & set the standards of there can not be more than one woman of color at the round table? When we all bring a different A game. Therefore a gutter mentality presents itself in every nationality.

Woman securing the support of a man is not our fight against one another.  When a man knows every woman of color possesses a different "talent". So therefore more than a few men already know with whom he will place his loyalty into.

"woman must not depend upon the protection of man, but must be taught to protect her self".
 -Susan B. Anthony

Woman be cautious of seeking validation. And selective of mentors to share all your vital information. No human being is prepared for the pressures ahead. They can contribute to you advice, support and direction. Just take notes in places you allow of your cockiness & ego's to slip in. Because both men & women still have room to grow. At every level we're matured into.

Let's stick with a plan, and continue in making things happen.

Sexual Tension

Love, Lust and Passion are not the Arthur's of confusion. Men and women just initiate the conflict and opposition in expressing their honest human emotions. Why can't we allow our minds to be free from hiding in a safe zone of argumentive energy. 

In order for us to get pass the repetition of debating who or what; is right & wrong in any type of relationship it will take; We, Us, Them, Him or Her to set the stage for allowing the rules of engagement; of saying what u really want and not making it a conquering exhibition. Because someones emotions will unravel. And more than often a partner is left unpleasured. Due to the other persons "cockiness, control, short coming in length & width if not areas of loss elasticity. So therefore our inhibitions elevate in other spaces that require a comfort level of checked self-esteem. Of what we hunt for in all ages that is pleasurable to many. But often hidden by rage & disappointment in the ending. Why, because sex is a space we either seek to please, appreciate or take. So either be prepared in the event to walk away. Or perhaps some people will choose to further eat into their next level of curiousity. Just don't make more than enough of compromise to end up still settling or confined the next time. 

A relationship in this day and time. Is like asking people to compromise; for mutual respect, human communication and work. But hooking up is quick, convenient & requires no background check to itch a scratch. Therefore more than half of the time we can satisfy what we want physically in our flesh. But mentally we struggle to find and accept who we really NEED to appreciate and cherish us while we stand. And it's fair if you don’t agree. Then please "Say Something" of common sense to explain how the expression of “Love” operates in devaluing another human beings worth, expresses trickery and deceit then makes negotiations without a fair chance of obtaining the other persons permission. And if you find one form of  human reasoning to justify how Love, Lust and  Passion operates without any human mind, hands, heartbeat and feet. Then we have subtracted the implementation of our own human energy.

Both male and female species possess real human emotions. Including LOVE, LUST and PASSION where one may express his through physical interaction with verbal or non verbal communication. She will always be heart filled with many silent or open mouth expectations. So therefore have no reservations about the opposite in sex of needing more outside the bed. Because every human that breathes requires a form of intimacy, attention followed by full satisfaction. The problem is we bypass communication. Especially in relationships that accept compromise from "BAD BOY'S, the stakes are higher" and what I mean by that is be prepared not ready for twisted addictions. That will lock down your mental thinking. Because it takes a certain type of beast to teach what has no respect in the streets.  And a roll play of sessions to keep your pearls addicted for the invited but unexpected. So ladies & gents just because you bone with a strong throwback; what about he awakening up to you with a smile & question "what you want to eat for breakfast, boo". 

SYNCHRONIZE

Farewell Obama & Michelle. The first African American family. To represent and lead in America History. 

So know that we know the truth. It's time we wakeup. And stay on the move.

The rule to any form of engagement. Is to stay “ALL THE WAY UP”, "KNOW your opponents & oppositions". And to survive the journey.

Of being left behind. In the element of real time. 

Why? Fear, Exhaustion & Deception. Loyalty & Arrogance; where Power, Product & Demand is of a frequency. That really exist in every race of our human hands.

So now that we have established in our thinking minds from over the years of time. How life will progress. Then stretch our positions into situations. We'll  all feel why? Hurt is part of the life; process. However, it's deal with a entire frame of mindset.

In every moment we live of time; knowing that someone else or something is already is in place, desensitization is a name for it. To accommodate then validate what we; will be led in. Of right are wrong direction.

And no one will give you a straight answer. Without logic. Well assume 'don't speak on it'. Is destined to change the world.

No pun intended. What is the truth. If not knowing; places all mankind. In questionable; life situations. Therefore while there is time. It's always necessarily. To figure out; what we need; beyond Here in 2017?

Why? And who will know. A relationship with life. Should be More than enough to know. From what is right are wrong. Once we recoup. From storm to storm.

Got to be God's will. We're still; developing & mental growing. 

Every human are life detail is not always clear. Then presented in black & white, of; what is normal are logic. 

What is every lyric delivering. In of a positive are negative message. To get hyped up. Depending on what you find to sabotage or compliment in this life. One self should be the; first priority.

So if we as a human race could manage to listen to every story line; in real time. With open eyes & minds. Then maybe we could clearly see the signs. That were ahead. And that will change our views in these times for all RACES of mankind.

Damn I’m missing my generation of all races of colored WISDOM from “Back in the Day” where segregation divided activist & people of race, courage, unity and curiosity in space then hosed and sprayed mace. How do we not identify with our elders are almost near exempt. And No pun intended to our New Generation “The Struggle is Real “ in what we live. Of environments still operating through America's old history writings of Willie Lynch.  

So now that we’ve properly addressed our discrepancies, become familiar with our discussions, forums and ideas in every language around the world. The time is near for normal and not normal living people to switch gears; by figuring out how to ‘accept’ if not ‘respect” that more than enough people of all races have figured out how to coexist around the world. With out the interruption of causing conflict to draw unnecessary attention; to their cultural styles, human struggles and differences in religion.

So what one word could identify with our human actions? With the exception of “RESPECT” if we’re considered to still relate to human understanding. We should have no problem with processing; there is a ghetto in every corner of the world. 

The taxes are increasing in the average working class of human beings. Who are facing; sine reality. Of human adversity. Abd call it. Like you want. But struggling is a human; situation.

We can't hide behind; what is sheltered inside. Are need for every human right; to eat. 

The poor are judged for investing into what is built up. But not affordable in their environments. 

So if real people. Are associated in the "blue print plans". Then why is their  certain classes of people. Amongst a world of people. That don't  understand. 

Basic needs. Abd what is Of Projection & Demand. For many generations made of colored contributions. That have added to the Faith & Wealth of this land; mostly made by demands on splintered hands. In exchange for implemented substances and denied access that has progressed in managing to destroy every colored generation. What the HELL were you thinking? 

Arthur

Words of courage.  I shared with a small child I love; when ever your struggles get to deep and challenge your strength, faith or beliefs. Remember the most POWERFUL weapon you possess.  She said what is that.  I said my baby you will be accused of judging people.  Understand we all do. But your mind is the most equipped & powerful weapon you will always  have access to,  as Time humbles you.

For years of my caring ways one day I became complasive about if we can find in one another forgiveness.  But if not. Then may we all find peace in our choices.

Today on Friday December 30, 2016. Gets us closer to another year that is closing chapters to begin a New Year. And with all that is pending, chaotic or progressing in this moment of our lives; we have the freewill to accept, contest it or reject it of how we are blessed to be here another day.

May we as human beings find peace and unity, love and prosperity. Acknowledge our acceptance of Mutual dependency. In our disconnection & Isolation of working towards more human understanding.

My writings on paper began in June of 2013. I wrote throughout day's and night's because TIME did not stop while we we're sleeping on our thoughts. My search for wisdom happened in every moment I took one breath in.  To better understand more of myself. In order to find balance in logic, non logic and malice. I've never be afraid to except there is a full gap in our channels of miscommunication. Where we don't initiate the time to honestly express what comes across our minds. And how there are bridges we could of and still can cross without burning one another as we walk. I've been humbled in so many situations in my life.  That required of me to change. And ask for more patience to better adapt in understanding of my own relationships, and every race of man I come in unity with. I have not taken the proper time to prep for stage appearances. I have read authors who write there own life of happiness or confusion. And we as humans all play the part of the characters we already are.  I have learned my power is not meant to control the atmosphere. My power defines how I live and move within it.

I no longer search for human reasoning or validation. I was once lost in a world of the searching. Time will not allow room for Reservations.  Where we as a people have yet to connect with the change we refuse to deal with in ourselves.

I'm quite sure the truth does exist in our original "blue prints". Created before we knew man in life's existance.

King's & Queens

"The truth is everyone is going to hurt you.  You just have to decide who is worth suffering for.
-Bob Marley"

I'm not a saint. And YESS! I do highly respect the way a  silent BAD BOY, genuinely THINKS. So therefore I respect what I observe; of people who are not required to think or synchronize on the same page. But how do we manage to "flip" people that are out of our conversation range. To figure out what tedious compromise is? From other Kings and Queens who are not as strong as they appear. Do we not understand this is a mental game to see who will give in. But not every person's story is the same. This is how I learned from my experience.

We interact daily with compromise regardless of whom they claim is dear to their hearts. People are quick to demand outside of their pre-existing relationship "respect my husband, old lady, dude, wife and kids" But how about "you" respect them first. Is when we should recognize the SIGN that not every  conversation is worth the tears drops that FALL from your eyes. Is the reasoning to why I don't live a reality in human fantasies. I am a Queen who values her worth and reasoning. I dream BIG. I am a diamond who is familiar with "being in love but not equally yoked, trials and friendship, family unity, tribulations and prosperity. But not yet appreciated for a more in depth level of thinking. I work extensively to travel and taste the beauty around the world. And yes, I do also manage to pay bills. But I choose to also live. There are many reasons to why I'm said to be "too poised" enlightening and smart at times; where the dark is brighter for some of us to continue in remaining blind. I write stories real people are embarrassed if not silenced to share. So I earn my respect for being "who I am". And yes I continue to loose people with a sensitive level of understanding. Because I refuse to be devalued. In a world of obstacles that await all our faiths.

I wonder how often is the question asked; what do you love most about yourself? For every King and Queen this question means everything. If the unity is valid for us in reasoning. And concrete in our understandings". And if some people are not settling. Then why do Kings and Queens embellish in open marriages & couples seek other holes for satisfaction. Are we limited to ideas in pleasing one another intimately.  Or do we seek pleasures that can never be met in the flesh. So we act savagely in seeking people who are open to a world of NEXT? And yes it is among the living.  Look at the options we keep choosing. And tonight as I spent some quality time with a King from another country land.  He talked and I paid close attention to every scenario followed with an explanation. He admired my lips and conversation. And complimented me with no hesitation. He made every meaningful form of contact.  He complimented my beauty and wisdom. Then he said "don't ask a king so many questions". Allow things to fall in line. Because people place to much emphasis; on emotions we later question.  When we should be more focused on who we can build a fortune with. Sounds good; but how so if his conversation is limited to penetration. He proceeded to ask if I was dating. I said I keep my mind focused, legs closed, eyes and options wide open.  He proceeded to plant a kiss beginning with my forehead.  As the server patiently watched & waited.  I was delighted about the public affection. Then after dinner he admitted there is a Queen in his space.  But they have an arranged understanding; no kids, no commitment just occasional SEX. I'm a Queen who respects a man of options, honesty & diligence. So now we have created a mutual understanding. And tonight I will remember this moment knowing that there is a King meant for every Queen with or without a plan beyond their legs.  But today I'll pass on being another person's option on a 200-1800 count in thread. And to keep it real every Kings "curve" is not worth the Co-pay for a doctors visit that could of been avoided. To exist for "hours" then forgotten in seconds. Sometimes our options will appear light but don't get "caught up" your Queen and King will be ON-TIME.

Therefore if any woman or man in or out of a relationship continues in pleasuring random acts in the flesh; then the outcome is what you bartered for so there are no misunderstandings. And yes I have indulged in my share of satisfaction. But what I'm saying is use your brains more often to avoid unnecessary choices.

So now we say to God it's time you grant permission of our self-prioritized way of thinking in the flesh. Where we have found a loophole in the Old Biblical Testament. To service more than one woman or man in our permiscuous thinking. Then we both struggle with communication stemming from our arrogance. Of believing in our own lies. And existing in the blind leading the blind.

The people and acts are in real time. In every era of human life. The desires run deep throughout human history. The generations of incest still exist, our hands or a hot mess. The song writer lyrics sing " she don't want to be saved, don't save her". The thirst for lust is TOXIC. The anger grows deeper for one another where the truth is not hid. Hell people share their own business on social media land. If not what we Reveal of ourselves in person.

The tongue games are Ruthless. The human mentality is destructive in all ages of understanding in men and women. There has to be some logic in how our acts are making sense. Of this new generation that argues it's comparison to the old ages of Soldiers, Kings, Queens and Gents. And yes, experience brought this Queen a chasten is why I choose to live as if I was taught a lesson in entertaining ignorance. I'll prefer wisdom instead of being led astray, any day.

The reckless attitudes should come as no surprise. Because some Kings consider a Queen "the bad bitch" with no limitations, casual drug pill popping addictions, and weed is a natural herb.  While sharing is caring between our legs" and lowering our "standards". And some queens do vouch for a king who "hustles for anything" "smack that ass, but in the wrong ways" as long as he "swings a good pitch" to serve her heated position. And we struggle it in our light weight thinking. In hard times why these people we involve ourselves with lack in making a conducive contribution. Because our intensions were limited in the beginning. But again this is what some not all of our New Generation of Kings and Queens pride themselves in of common sense thinking. You be the judge in your own situation. Where perception of one another has reached another level. When woman or more of hunters seeking men as prey and in return we show minimum value if not an inch of respect. To only gain some positive attention or negative attention. Popping mollies is now a trend in every class of men and woman of all ages.  A crowd pleaser is confused with being judged by our tattoos reflected from the crack of our assets. And not every birth is a mistake. A female invited a male into her space. Who voluntarily entered in UNSAFE. And not every plan is to wed; an open set of legs.

Not every Queen has loyal intentions. To serve & protect a good "bad boy's" back. Not every queen is meant to be tasted on a Kings pallet. Not every queen is filled with goals & expectations. Some queens are on a mission. Even to gain a baby daddy. So if more Kings could admire beyond penetrating every females crack with his pride and bat. Then an equally yoked Queen will reign in open options. Not both your set backs. Now can we assume the King and Queen position. If we have not all rejected what is required to hold it.

We always say "something has to change". But maybe if it stays the same we can change. In 2017 by figuring out our own self-worth.