The Rumor

This nation is on the RISE of falling down over time and the reason why; is people no longer act right, in a free society. And I know we've all heard it all before. But this time there is more dynamics than before. So to all generations of nationality young and old pay closer attention to how the Season's have changed in "Everything". Including people mind games, politics, television, family's and the open invitation to sexual activities.

So keep up with how time will not rewind when judging someone else to be more careful when not including yourself. Just remember to FIRST forgive yourself for who you where, remember how far you have come with or without change. And finally embrace and decide who you will finally be. Because at the end of the day you will make a final decision on where you stand if not collectively,  then individually wherever you will FALL, Lay 2 rest if not STAND Tall, are alone.

FUTURE GENERATIONS

"As it was in the day of NOAH". I'll allow you to read the rest.

There will come a time in OUR LIVES where you will make a decision to STAND TALL Or either SIT STILL and FOLLOW the FLOW. There will be TWO MAIN ACTS in mankind where many will turn a blind eye; MONEY will buy souls over time and SEXUAL TEMPTATIONS will be the FALL OF some if not MANY OVER GENERATIONS.

One day on this journey you will see clearly; how people relate and communicate through “connectors and commands” OF communication with actions and words.  One day our sons and daughters of all colors will cohabitate, in more than one way.

One day when you find yourself feeling CONTENT, DECEIVED or INTRIGUED, LONLEY or ABANDONED; you will seek refuge in marriage, dating people in different mental places to be ENCOURAGED, UPLIFTED, PROTECTED, GUIDANCE or just a form of  HUMAN COMPANIONSHIP. You will travel to places, search the internet, ask old friends to reconnect.  You will notice a change taking place “INTERNALLY”. While some of you will remain in a delay trying to figure out “What is this change all about”. And no it’s not always depression, mental illness and suicide which takes a toll on people’s life and the reason why is because “People need ONE ANOTHER TO SURVIVE” but the challenge for us is to figure out; WHO and WHY.

There will come a time when people will laugh, gossip, mock and talk about you in your face or behind your back. Don’t pay them too much attention; stay on track. Because sometimes you need to see who has your own best interest or waiting around for you to CRUMBLE TO THE GROUND.

There will come a time where you will change your MIND SET AND MATURE because of personal relationships, social acceptance and financial stress. Remember this; some people will always place OLD and NEW judgment on everything YOU DO REGARDLESS of the adjustment in your attitude.

There will come a time where people will deny you the truth with a straight face, take from you without any disgrace, share less of what you have sacrifice to give and judge how you LIVE. 
Sometimes people willingly share personal information with other people whom they feel is not a real threat. My advice “be cautious of whom you get involved with”. 

Were we can no LONGER FEEL AND SHARE LOVE, no longer see the good in PEOPLE, MAKE SENSE OF our own FREE WILL IN the CHOICES we make, find JUSTIFICATION is our CARELESS THOUGHT THROUGH AND HEINOUS acts OF ATTACKS. And yet we sometimes show SOME FORM OF HUMAN COMPASSION.

One day maybe we can place back VALUES, STRONG MORALS AND NON BIOS BELIEFS in our FAMILIES by planting good SEEDS. Then maybe INDIVIDUALLY OR COLLECTIVELY we can begin to finally treat one another EQUALLY.

Switch Gears

Do you spiritually, mentally and physically believe we as a new generation of people are doing enough soul searching? And the reason why I ask this question is because; one day our  next generation will experience love on the internet, free will and challenges, injustices, YOUNG DEATHS and accomplishments, leverage, wars and fighting, social acceptance and mental illness, new developments and tearing down of old houses and project buildings, and let’s not forget FINANCES WITH LACK IN KNOWLEDGE OF CREDIT. So the question is how WELL PREPARED OR SOME OF US AND OUR CHILDREN when the average working class does not have at least 6 months of reserves to last. And just in case you are overly confident keep your eyes on what is about to ECONOMICALLY happen next.

I’LL KEEP THIS PASSAGE SHORT AND STRAIGHT TO THE POINT.

SOME OF US THINK WE HAVE IT ALL FIGURED OUT IN A SMALL CIRCLE OF PEOPLE WHO FUNCTION IN DOUBT.

SOME US KNOW OUR LIVES ARE OUT OF CONTROL SO WE ARE PREPARED TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES  IN CASE OF NEVER SEEING ANOTHER BREAK.

SOME OF US ARE WORKING "CLASSIFIED, UNTOUCHABLE  OR UNDER THE RADAR" AND FEEL WE HAVE SOMEWHERE SAFE TO Run, Run AND HIDE. THINK TWICE BECAUSE IF THERE Is REALLY A SAFE PLACE IN THIS LIFE to hide behind. Of THE massive DISLOYALTY, over usage of SSN, BIRTH CERTIFICATES, 4 DIGIT PINS, RELIGION AND CULTS, WIRE TAPING & GPS LOCATIONS. WOULD there NOT BE A more. In of a  CONVENIENCE WAY. OF MONITORING WHO IS RELOCATING. With whom & where. Throughout this entire world.

SOME PEOPLE THINK OUR BANKING SYSTEM IS CRASHING. SOME PEOPLE ARE NOT AWARE OF TACTICS for Greed is immortal to understand with logic. 

To BE ADVISED OF WHAT COMES IN AND GOES RIGHT BACK INTO A RECYCLE BIN OF; violence, wars, segregated Narratives - Demographics.

UNEMPLOYMENT, and mire systems. Managing economics, BONUSES, QUOTA'S FOR SPEEDING TICKETS, TOLLS, infrastructure of ROADS & BRIDGES, TAXES, Heirships. Are WHATEVER IS NEXT ON THE LIST. AND THIS IS NOT A random Rant. Are emotion expressed. Seeking any human with Flaws & Sin. For another human validation. This gets deeper into Bloodlines. That's  BEEN TAKING PLACE. Over human history.

SOME PEOPLE THINK THE HIGHEST EDUCATION WILL BUY THEM THROUGH LIFE. AND I’M NOT SAYING EDUCATION IS A BAD THING. WHAT I’M SAYING IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN PEOPLE OF ALL COLORS START USING EDUCATION FOR THE WRONG THINGS IS WHEN YOU AND YOUR CHILDREN MUST STEP UP YOUR ENTIRE GAME.

AND IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE JUST CONTINUE TO KEEP ON LIVING  BECAUSE

WHAT WE PROCESS IN OUR MINDS TODAY SHOULD INCLUDE A NEW SET OF RULES AND VIEWS FOR TOMORROW HAS ALREADY CHANGED IT’S COURSE INTO A DIRECTION FOR US, you and them.  

 

 

RIGHT & WRONG WAY

Today I met the man of my dreams. He wasn't perfect but the way he treated me was like a queen. And I know what some of you are thinking; you’re either going to get 80/20, 60/40 but never 100% in any relationship. But don't focus on what statistics say. Because when it's your time he or she will find you anyway and love you right not the wrong way.

This man does what I need:

HE PRAYS WTH ME.

HE ADD’S THAT EXTRA SPARK BEGINNING FROM MY HEAD DOWN TO MY HEART.

HE ADDRESSES ME WITH INTELLECTUAL CONVERSATION. HE IS APPRECIATIVE.

HE LOVES AND RESPECTS HIS FAMILY AND WOULD NOT BE WHOLE WITHOUT ME.

HE SUPPORTS MY DREAMS AND BUILDS ME UP.

HE LISTENS TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY AND DESIRES TO ENCOURAGE ME.

HE DOES NOT MIND REAL TEST IN HIS LIFE. HE KNOWS WITH LEVEL THERE WILL BE TRIALS OVER TIME.   

HE IS A MAN WHO TAKES CARE OF HIMSELF. SO WHEN HE GROWS OLD HE IS COMFORTABLE.  

HE WAS OK WITH MAKING PLANS; CHILDREN AND GRANDCHIDLREN, FAMILY AND FRIENDS.  

BUT THEN THERE IS THE WORST CASE SCENARIO; THAT SOME WOMEN DARE TO MENTION SO YOU DON’T JUDGE THEIR DISPOSITION OF WANTING TO FIND LOVE.

HE WALKED AWAY FROM WHAT HE SAID WOULD BE OUR LIFE FILLED FANTASY; A NEW HOME, CARS, CHILDREN AND GRANDCHIDLREN, FAMILY AND FRIENDS WITH THE EXCEPTION OF GOD NOT BEING APART OF OUR PLANS.  

HE SEEMED PRETTY NICE UNTIL WE HAD OUR FIRST ARGUMENT TURNED INTO FIGHT.

HE DOES NOT WORK AS HARD AS ME. INSTEAD HE TAKES FROM ME AND THE KIDS.

HE MAKES TIME FOR ME WHEN HE CAN GET AWAY. FROM THE WIFE, GIRLFRIEND, FIANCE AND KIDS.

HE NO LONGER PRAYS WITH ME. HE PREYS ON ME.

HE DOES NOT HEAR MY CRIES WHEN I’M ALONE WITHOUT HIM AT NIGHT.

HE DOES NOT ASSIST WITH OUR KIDS LIKE HE FIRST DID WHEN WE GOT MARRIED OR EITHER DATING.

HE NO LONGER LISTENS WITH COMAPSSION INSTEADS HE USES HIS HANDS TO BEAT MY FACE IN.

HE NO LONGER TELLS THE TRUTH. HE JUST DOES WHAT HE WANTS TO DO.

HE PROMISED TO BE A GOOD MAN. BUT PROMISES ARE MADE TO BE BROKEN.

HE WOULD ALWAYS COMPLIMENT ME. BUT NOW HE ONLY DEGRATES MY BODY.

WHY DO I STAY; BECAUSE I LOVE THIS MAN WHETHER RIGHT OR WRONG I JUST CAN’T STAND THE THOUGHT  OF BEING ALONE.

Over 20 years of our lives we make some good choices and mistakes. Over 30 years of our lives we mature from being a kid to understanding what being grown-up is.  Over 40’s of our lives we appreciate ourselves more, make better decisions than we once did before, get our business affairs in order, send our kids off to college and embark on our new businesses and relationships. So by our 50’s YOU should have some affairs ‘STRAIGHT” unless you started “LIVING LIFE” late.   

In Memory of BOBBY KRISTINA

Our prayers go out to Bobby Brown father of Bobby Kristina. And the entire Houston and Brown Family

Bobby Kristina has departed the stage and she will no longer accompany us on this journey, she has accomplished her course here on earth and now it’s time to lay this Angel to rest. And if you did not get a chance to say farewell in her good days, share some encouraging words, or just call to say “ I LOVE YOU” today rest assure it’s not too late, by showing respect to your parents and someone who may be going through trials and heartache.

Bobby Kristina saw good and bad days but her parents made sure she would be ok. And when life struggles manage to separate these two parents apart. Understand Bobby Christina was top priority in their hearts. Because adults do make some mistakes but they get it right at the end of the day. So disregard what the media and people have to say because lights cameras and assumption will play mind games. And we all know “MISERY” WELCOMES COMPANY.

We all can rest assure that Bobby Kristina’s presence will be missed and for those few who share any negativity remember “our trials are far from the same, and who has not dealt with FAMINE, HEARTACHE, LAUGHTER AND PAIN. And as a mother I will share these tender words

One day I may not be around to turn your frown upside down; CRY AND THEN PROCEED TO LAUGH OUT LOUD.

One day life will cast burdens that will weigh you down; SEEK PEACE IN A PLACE WHERE PEOPLE ARE NOT INVIVTED INTO YOUR HEAD to TEAR you down.

One day you will attempt to for-fill your dreams; don’t worry when people say “you don’t have what it takes” dream anyway,

One day you will embark on a relationship that will take a “DIP”; remember to take some time too realign your heart and mind.

One day you will question why should I live or die; now I want always be around to monitor your good choices are bad decisions in this life. But just know I also made some good choices and bad mistakes in my life. But I wish today I could be there for you to lighten the burdens you are going through.

“Life was not the cause of this child’s death is was a combination of her heart that was left broken. And because of a father’s gentleness she was able to fight till the end of her TEST. So Mr. Brown if this is any comfort rest assure knowing you have done your best, made some mistakes and changed before it was too late. Bobby Kristina was always in good hands when God made her part of your plans.  

PRICE TAGS

If there was a price tag attached to CHILDREN; people would either love them, or forget about their happiness in the mist of finding their own self-satisfaction.

If there was a price tag attached to CHANGE; people would buy it and either change or remain the same.

If there was a price tag attached to COMPASSION; people would watch to see who would pick up the last item on the rack. And the reason why is to target prey instead of seeking the item that could change things.

If there was a price tag attached to COURAGE; people would buy it but never use it. Why, because people function in fear of the things they don’t understand. Or not having a thought out plan.

If there was a price tag attached to FAMILIES; people would handpick over the items. And the reason why; is we must respect other family members life. We're all human with the same issues just at different times. Now select what will or not crowd your minds.

If there was a price tag attached to FORGIVENESS; people would buy it to intentionally not utilize it.

If there was a price tag attached to FRIENDSHIP; people would make tons of returns for new ones. Unless they are able to find what will fit with their plans over time.

If there was a price tag attached to HAPPINES; people would buy it; to never enjoy it.

If there was a price tag attached to HUMILITY; people would buy it and justify reasons to control other people’s lives.

If there was a price tag attached to A HUSTLER and The  PIMPS; men and women would purchase an abundance of it. And the logic is insanity to think that people plot the same old games just a different day.

If there was a price tag attached to LOVE; people would buy it and find every reason not to express it.

If there was a price tag attached to LIFE; people would buy it and still not find the beauty & peace in having of their own lives.

If there was a price tag attached to winning the LOTTERY; some people will help the poor, donate to the sick, tithe to the church. Or just sit back and be rich in their loneliness with few real friends.

If there was a price tag attached to LOYALTY; people would buy it and misplace it.

If there was a price tag attached to MONEY; people would buy it to have an abundance of it. And still not properly plan because money can buy people’s time and material things. But money can’t buy LIFE, HEALTH, LOVE AND HAPPINESS.

If there was a price tag attached to NATURAL BEAUTY; people would buy it and still not be happy. Because they do not appeal to themselves so it’s logical to seek validation from someone else.

If there was a price tag attached to PROGRESSIVE thinking; people would leave it on the rack because it would require them to use what they struggle with “Their Brain” to think outside of other people’s direction.

If there was a price tag attached to PROMISES; people would buy it just and find reasons to break it.

If there was a price tag attached to RELATIONSHIPS; people would buy it and find ways to grow or destroy it.

If there was a price tag attached to RESPONSIBILITY; people would buy it and immediately place it on someone else instead of utilizing it for themselves.

If there was a price tag attached to RESTRUCTURING COMPANIES; worker bees would buy it. And change some of the rules to compensate themselves for the hard work they execute every day. Of the week because it takes commitment to sacrifice not seeing their families. Only to always hear the company has a budget this year. If there was a price tag attached to TALENTS AND GIFTS. Some people will buy it and some people will walk away from it. And the reason why is there are some people who think everything comes with a price to better their life. Or some people have already identified their purpose in life.

Seasons & Youth

When an older man admires a younger girl it exuberates his aging identity and when a younger girl is attracted to an older man it may be their feeling  one or two things; a relationship they never had with their “daddy” or the opportunity to be treated like “royalty”.

When an older woman is admired by a younger boy or man it revitalizes what has not died inside it’s just what was not appreciated with time. And when a younger boy is given the opportunity to be molded into a man; he stands with a mightier attention span. But when a younger man finds an older woman of convenience he will ignite that sparkle in her life that has grown weary over time. And I could be wrong but probably not because there is a reason why; we move backwards instead moving forward with one another in time.

When two young people meet of the opposite sex there is a chance the two will connect on an emotional and spiritual level. And in time these two will endure life as one until they are separated apart.
When two young people of the same sex operate in one mix there is a chance of “experimenting” to see if this is really what they want or need.

When people choose one another there is a motive and intent behind what will grow or end.

In seasons people will change emotionally and physically. In youth we grow and experiment until we grow into who we know which is “ourselves” unless we live our whole lives trying to figure out what “season” were in or what “youth” will do to keep us from facing our own truth.    

Life is like a playground until you grow up, and figure out, what life is all about.