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In a world of genuine & disgruntle faces. Our livelihoods are “bigger or smaller” in what we choose to live in. Of every Good Morning!

How good has life been too you on this fine day? And before answering your truth; consider a point in your life in which you seriously surrendered all doubt. To allow “life to be as sweet as honey, dew”...

Hope is an emotion people often lose or gain; on any-random day. Faith is a freewill choice; in what or whom we choose to believe. Asphyxiation turns into questionable Anger depending on the persons; idea and personal choices. Jealously draws closer attention into the issues of any person that struggles with their own self confidence  Hate is implemented where there is “FEAR in human direction”. Insecurities are what you show-up in your attitude to be. And Love is that one emotion no human being has yet to figure out; how to “control” it. And gap people out at a distance.  

I was approached today by a man. That desired to place a gentle kiss, upon my face, and in doing so I quickly ask this one question. How is life treating you today? The man twitched and said “it’s been ok”.

As I was driving into work this morning I saw a youth in despair, ranting in a rage while gesturing his hands into the air. The ambulance team cared enough to gain his trust and attention, in order to fix what is broken.

Today I greeted the world with my smile in one Morning, I rose. Regardless of how life’s situations that will throw many curve balls. I choose to share in every breath, in every morning; a silent KISS with all kinds of people that choose to LIVE or EXIST…

All it takes is one human touch, to see what emotions will move us in our human differences. 

HOMESTEAD

Remember the  story of Three Bears:The Pappa Bear, The Momma Bear and the Baby bear

Remember the opposition that created a situation 

One was too HOT 

One was to COLD 

One was just Right 

Until the daddy bear realized his family was in for a fight. The momma bear immediately protected her baby. And the baby bear was never aware of the danger that existed. Until he saw how his parents formatted into a guarded position; to protect them. 

The Home front represents a unity of individuals that symbolize a Family. And by any means necessary this family must communicate accordingly in everything; to face anyone or thing that is coming its way. Out of the ordinary. 

I spoke to a man who lived in a communist country. Until one day he decided to live free, but before he left. This man was faced with oppositions and power before imprisonment three times. Because he wanted for him & the family to be free. In order to live life in peace. So what kind of  human acts can justify the right; to hold captive another man's freewill to life.  

We hear there are talks about adjusting the 1st Amendment rights "freedom of speech" where if any human beings commit "defamation of character" against another human being, even if it’s on social media. This person can legally sue another person for being an #!@ hole. And to think a government would attempt to agree to a personal FRISK law in the USA. And for those black men around world or men of a darker decent that may even speak with a second language. The same "constitutional rights" created for your freedom and equality to a preservation of life. Could suddenly be impacted through empowerment utilized through systems, controlled by prejudice and sexist human existence

For the sake of all arguments, I'm not implying what is not evident. These are facts we've become immune to  live in under one nation. Of human actions that can not sustain the Racism, Capitalism and Sexism that flows deep in their human veins. It just took a non interested 46% of the free people who chose to only exist; in what we call A Free Country, seeking Unity. To experience bigger fears of what could of been challenged. Which had already been a challenge, for years.  To say this is how far we as a HUMAN RACE come to figure out that; Capitalism, Racism and Sexism will WIPE an entire Nation out. 

Philippians 4:12

Life happens something I can contest. And there is one name to call on, no matter where you are in any of life's moments.So I work daily in progression to not confuse it with perfection. And I humbly thank you Lord for second chances. I do receive it and commit to self correction in order to humbly live my life as an example of what we as a people share; with one other in every season.

I've learned how to share, when I had less of a penny to spare. I'm adjusting to processing logic out non logical actions, depending on who you are dealing with in big and small spaces. I've learned how to forgive & love myself in any circumstance or voluntary situation.

We've all had moments in which we chose to stay in. We have all found reasons to give it another chance. We've all blamed one or the other in EXPRESSING our human behaviors. But sometimes its what you see that makes you decide: its not about you that's going to make me decide if I walk away or choose to stand by your side. But just in case the weight becomes to unbearable to take, because you keep pushing me away. Consider who may or may not hang in for the fight all people will experience in this life.

For in every season I have also been reminded of my human behavior, mostly from loving people in places they remain hardened hearts & broken. But this is not where my story ends. This is where the real stories began. When Han was cursed & Rahab was judged and mistreated like an outcast. And Simeon made one attempt but was denied in helping a savior who died. In order so that we may have life. A time and place people judged with lack of human compassion & little understanding, later seeking forgiveness of their own actions.

I still stand guilty of fitting people into my happy boxes. Which draws attention to "who is really who" so daily it's mandatory I continue to pray asking for Gods permission and forgiveness, of my over caring ways. In a world of people that remind one another daily; how valuable we are by making light of who is lesser are greater. In our sinful or human choices.

Faith doesn't make things easy, it just makes things possible.


-Angel L
read on Kindle-The Burdens of A Heavy Heart

Baby Girl

Baby girls a kiss from a prince will feel more like a gentle touch, regardless of your impatience in the lonely nights. So decide whether that stroke is really a frog that jumped in for one moment before leaping on, into another woman's arms. 

This time around there will be no players, prince charming or goons to interfere in this man's plan; that transformed from a boy into a grown ass man.  Who chose to make you a apart of his design; carefully patterned in every line. 

One day baby girl you will be reminded of the choices you made. And sometimes a person will make you feel, pure hate, jealousy & hurt. Why, just because you desire to love him. But for some reason he has to find blame in you for all of his shameless faults. Just remember not to fall in love with every stroke. That may not have a plan to bring your beautiful smile, a wedding ring and happiness. 

Then eventually you will see

One day that male will grow up from a boy into a man.

One day he will return and pick up those missed calls. 

One day you’ll see exactly what is in his actions of what he is feeling deep down in his heart. 

One day you will re-connect with that once lost Hope. Eventually time will heal our broken thoughts; left in our hearts from so many disappointments. 

One day disappointments will confess I’ve heard and feel your concerns, and I’m sorry for what I did. 

One day Hope will call on the other end. Because of Love that demanded him to step up and step in.

One day is here right now, Baby Girls of all ages around the world.    

  

HURT

Hurt is such a small but BROAD four-letter word. Depending on the people who inflict it on someone else, they hurt. And we can even be more considerate enough to say; that sometimes people may or not be aware of their inconsiderate & selfish ways. Until the hurt is reciprocated back to them. By someone else they least expected.

Through the writings of Angel L; life lit around the entire world. In the beginning I've shared my real. 

We've listened to songs and suffered in grief. Over deaths. That impacted the entire world. We've figured out how to cohabitate; in & out. Of our emotions under one roof. We've blended our cultural families into making; unity. 

We've planned to work our entire lives; to only payback what we dreamed to have. We've dated & married, and in situations divorced. In all races of human that experienced; love & security. Until some people realized that living in convenience; is a commodity. But in the scripture it reads about Han who was cursed. And a woman name Rahab who was treated by the people like an outcast.

We've managed to create wars; in these street. And in silence conspiracies. 

We continue to give "birth" in a generation; drunk in love. Where there is lack of energy & hope. To better educate & pray for re-direction. Of the people we love. That struggle to deal with their own internal; emotions.

We've managed to figure out what it really means to be "free". In a world of compromise, you belong to me. If not bullying. 

We choose not to "think" and remain in “slavery” thinking. Once time reminds us. In all; enough is enough. Of doing anything the same old way.

In a life that many people live in. But we are not sure why some people will struggle to find their own; happy endings.  

As we watch the World Turn inside out. Do not waste time taking offense. To what most of us contributed in. Of our own human actions. As time will remind its people to be more: 

H-Humble 

U-Understanding

In

R-Recognizing

T-Truth 

Before we sign-off on one page today. In our puffed up human ways. May we be more accountable of our own actions. That require, some personal attention. To fine tune are adjust. The way we look at ourselves in the world. Before trying to adjust one another in it. Of change. 

In order to obtain some validation sought. From one another. In a world of people searching. If not lost. Then maybe Hurt will turn to the People and say “I can no longer” exist in this place.

I 💘 You

On what planet do human beings survive without allowing themselves the permission to devour human intimacy, love, trust and communication in this life?

After 2 years today. I allowed my heart permission to glimpse into what seemed to be a Possibility. Until reality reminded me; of how any type of person can affect the altering of your mind set, if you allow "yourself" permission to acceptance of it. But knowing your Worth will detour you back into focus.

I'm in Love relates to human rejection, acception & excuses. To better help us understand why a possibility is not always going to be a reality. Why, because of the following traits in which we choose or not to identify with in our human intuition. 

(1.) Acceptance of Love:  First, figure out if you're mature enough to open up with your heart & mind to trust.

(2.) Uncertainty of how to reciprocate Love: Second, evaluate if you are the stem of "misunderstandings", defensive & argumentive of another human beings, motive & intentions.

And

(3) Abandoned by Love: Last, process your personal facts to deal with your disappointments. Next, accept it's not another person’s fault that someone else walked out. Then maybe those fears, aggressive & manipulative actions will allow you the permission of allowing someone new to heal your broken places.  

Unfortunately there's no real fault or reasoning to "why, what or whom we fall" in LOVE with. No matter how we test real facts, sit on panels or justify our human actions. We "typically" attempt to understand “people" that seem "right" to Love at the wrong time in this life.

Read Kindle 🔥: The Burdens of A Heavy Heart
-Angel L

69

"69" is a very tasteful year to sip, If you allow permission to explore your inner inhibitions. And growing old is a mandatory process If you're not in fear of growing up in several positions.

It's not clear to what the naked eye visualizes when it involves; love, lust and sex. It only sees a rapid and intense pattern of people affected by other people within their human natures.  So therefore 

It’s not fair to assume that any man or woman deserves or will be alone.  

It’s not always fair to think; that all men appreciate the essence of a woman. Or vice versa, that all woman respect an honest man.

In a world of people to LOVE, we deny ourselves the right to a 100 percent of LOVE making. In areas we grasp in understanding the inclinations of human thinking for settling down for Love in the 69 angled positions of twisted expectations.

In a woman’s soul you can find the thoughts of heart and mind. In a man’s words you can hear clearly what’s on his mind. And his real truth is not hidden. It’s in his actions.  

It’s clear to see; how we’ve all been damaged or hurt at some point in our lives. And why people should take more space & time to untangle the hurt in their hearts and minds.  

It’s clear to feel how men and women have lost intimacy for a stroke of ecstasy. So never place high expectations in underdeveloped places.  

It’s a wake- up call to see how “Love” is a reminder placed on the calendared wall.  

It’s sad to see how many “tear drops” fall, because of someone who cause them all.  

Valentine’s Day should not feel like one day in a calendar year. Birthdays should not be set on a reminder alert. Married couples that separate is not always a sign; of a preparation to sign off on the divorce line. And every holiday should be filled with KISSES & surprises. Not expectations of receiving what we have yet to figure out in reciprocation.

Once we “Fall Back In LOVE” together on one PAGE.  Then life's stories are destined to change....

Read on Kindle: The Burdens Of A Heavy Heart
-Angel L