Parlay

This term can be used in past or present tense. For example to exploit a skill or reference a gamble, wager or bet. And in slang terms it is defined; to party with someone and lay up afterwards. 

However, a term is selected. Its how we use it to define  ourselves in a human behavior projected.

While in a state of being Parlay today; we wait in patience as mother nature runs her course. As we allow ourselves to resignate over our spoken words & mental thoughts. If not physically move about in the space we find ourselves situated in. For seasons are going to change; with or without us. And the question is why does this matter. Well a lot of things should be considered. Therefore it matters when the problem returns in every season. Due to several elements. And one element is a failure to launch mentally & physically in our own personal concerns.

Once a problem exist; it can only progress and generate into a bigger situation with a timeline of no expiration. 

My family & friends often say "you think ahead", my son always listened in silence. My gc talk to their dad, and after his death they then talk to me in private. And when they finished the reply was "nana this is all the information I could hold in my head", I then replied its between us & God. Now continue enjoy being children in our house. Your moms are still alive but always remember even our separation your dad's love is in us. See we may Parlay in real time but our future is soaking up mentally what we are in denial of seeing in our own behaviors; of issues that turn into problems then bigger situations.

So today parlay in whatever setting you select; just be prepared for the next surge in any unannounced moment. If not tomorrow then still prepare for down the line. Time is closer than near in the seasons of Winter, Spring, Summer and Fall. But if we manage ourselves where we are right now. There will be room for more harvest & growth later or down the line. For us to communicate and jump on a 1 page. 

For every season there is a Time. And we all can appreciate in this moment; how Time is of the essence. To compartmentalize what we have learned or parlayed on in the past and present. Of what has adjusted our mental for the next Season coming in challenges of unrecognizable changes. 

Zero

We are facing a profound Global Climate weather crisis; and the economy is wedging on time against it. 

I will be short spoken on this entry; due to the knowledge in which I am researching thus far starting tonight with Anderson Cooper on this crises around the Globe. That is going to happen as our leaders are in position of a productive measure through science. And economics to boost the economy that will even affect; US as the consumers. It is the positions our farmers face in the successors of production, distribution & what measures in  transportations will continue to move to ensure we  ALL are supplied; around the world.  

To much information is not a fear factor to leave you hopeless are in a state of panic; but to possess lesser information of what is more conducive in the survival of life. Will be more of an impact than waiting around chattering in unclear directions.

Read into Green House Energy & Irrigation; fertilizer-irrigation systems and farmers. building-material for these businesses and the owners who are affected. Because of the pricing that will affect the economies inflation. And then step into the demand for cement and steele that makeup 16% of carbon monoxide. And if the the climates continues to change it will set the economy back in rebuilding about 40 years. The Biden administration is working diligently on a plan. But it will take our initiation to be more educated if not allow our children the respect and chance. This pandemic is the opportunity to figure out; some of us are sleep walking because of what we have been halted in limitations to do. No disrespect It's time to think out the box.  By stepping up and looking around to see what is going in up prices; as things are going down. 

Check with your local energy providers depending on your state. During the blizzards and snow storms. As for Encore (888.313.4747) it is encouraging its customers to preserve more energy in these low temperature days. Due to  rollouts that could possibly occur on the Power Grid; the 1st occurred at 2:20am-2:32am & 3:02-3:14am, Ercot has advised lowering thermostats to 68degrees and unplug items to save energy. Again it only takes a split second for us all to do our small parts this cold weather will be around hopefully not longer. As our leaders figure out how to save mother earth.  

There is reasoning in why; I pray for all these children and even my own gc who are separated but note they are loved. As we all consider to humbling ourselves; during a time we continue to stress in questioning during a pandemic of several epidemics; when the next of more stimulus checks will be deposited. 

Uhm. 

 

Youth Adult Life

One day change is going to knock; and it will not allow the time for any of US to prepare for it. 

"John: 3:4 Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother's womb, and be born?"

As a young girl in my twenties; I remember praying to God about my flesh burning. I had given birth to my son Dominique. But I wanted to be married without the understanding of what marriage required, although I was surrounded in a family of marriages. And living now in this generation of adultery & cohabitation; I look back on this time as a life filled with lessons. This person was not equally yoked to be my husband or neither was I to be his wife”. However, I refused to raise Dominique as the victim in my behavior to accept “dysfunction because of my rebellion”, so I returned to God asking for change in my heart. Eventually windows opened into broader Visions of Wisdom with a limited life of stressors.

All because of rebellion I realized a journey is only long; without God. Which lead me to a place of growth in confidence to identify with my own weakness & strenths and most importantly my own purpose. As the narrator of my own chapters. If not guided by life’s permissions of what we collectively have of experiences; by sharing our real life journey's regardless of race are sexuality. We are beyond this point in addressing the issues we face. Continue on young girl to do the right things in exploring your internal desire to upgrade in change. Don’t be afraid to let go in some areas; you are weak to not be strong. And remain open minded to learn from the space you were not taught, if not too late to return back to someone with knowledge and wisdom. And in the event that person has expired in your life. Share with your sisters or brother in the living how Momma and Daddy won't always be around. To protect and stretch out our arms and legs to remain little girls if not boys. More than often it’s the children we created in this world that suffer until their existence mature us into; stronger Mothers and Greater Dad’s. If not our wise in elders, uncles & aunts who step up and put in mental work.

If we remove the frowned face in our own disposition and accept perfection is non-existent we can begin removing the victim stigmatism out of the way of owning up to we made our own choices. And the color of our own skin barriers as young or grown woman, boys and men is not limited to accepting it was the lack of proper direction provided in our lives are simply human choices we can do better if not change.

Comfort

Locating comfort may not fit us all. In fasting with God makes us spiritually weak, but emotionally strong. And if are not a believer in God; we are in the flesh but not here on this page to judge. Time is of the essence. However freewill is a preference in your own comfort.(shopcozyfeet.com)

                            The Apostle said to Timothy; be calm, cool and steady. When

“Love without GOD in a world of HOPELESSNESS will attract evil that exist in different appearances. And Comfort with God is priceless, than seeking out in man “sinful pleasure” & double minded answers; to entertain a human feeling of harbored emotions.     

Intimacy and Comfort without God in it; is uncomfortable if not impossible; no matter what manipulative ideas or games we play with another person in this life.  

Time is Comforting; but when time is used by ourselves irresponsibly we tend to allow even interference of man. To creep in with temptations and detour our focus in Times plan”.

Angry people accept finding comfort in processing; a good person is not here to fight every battle created, entertain every negative conversation motivated into an argument, figure out a solution to a similar repeated problem, and water down every fire that grew because of self-procrastination.   

                                                          To Kill Evil; do it in kindness

Nice people accept finding comfort in; selfish people are human beings, and the entitlement & manipulation is a patterned behavior, although all humanity is at fault for seeking shortcuts in life. Continue to not allow kindness to be taken as weakness.   

The truth is comfort does not always fit each person. Whether we have suffered great losses and face stronger expectations; of earthly giving gifts, financial, physical and mental support in any type of relationships. Respect & communication is required. Always be prepared to choose every Comfort Zone wisely.

 

Jeremiah: 7 8-11, Predicted the rebellion of Comfort in
this Generation. 

Heart

 A muscular organ the size of a fist. In reality the heart is a working component that keeps us alive; and there are main functions this heart of ours is responsible for (1) receiving deoxygenated blood, (2) recycling it through the lungs, and (3) supplying oxygenated blood to the body. Of  (4) four inner chambers; two atria and two ventricles. 

As we approach Valentine's Day it is not required for us ALL to celebrate this day. Some are no longer in the present to celebrate the future. So we could or should encourage one another to celebrate this day; everyday with a gift, kind word are just show more appreciation for each other. The truth is many hearts are either; broken don't overlook in children, LONELY, abandoned, bitter if not betrayed. But some of us still possess a heart of Joy & Passion. So if we can allow our minds to view this day from a different perspective. We could start out with tiny baby steps;  

Going forward by taking a few steps back; to allow our hearts more room to heal with patience. To show our children and one another; what is it about this love we understand in ourselves. Before we drastically bombard another person with expecting this love back; ASAP. It’s amazing how a child loves without limitations. But still cares for the other person who hurts them. And yet we are mature enough to know the difference as adults. To not expect Love until we have learned in Love of who we are. Then some of us may figure out we really never knew or experienced real love at ALL. Are even  taught how to sincerely show love; at ALL.

So when people jump off the ledge in finding HOPE in Love; and open up the doors to their lives. We must be more cautious of what is it about this LOVE we have not figured out; of what we first love in our children if not ourselves. And once the word Love is said so freely; it will leave people bitter, cold and angry. When its Love that should leave US feeling; priceless. 

When Dominique deceased on Jan 15, 2020 (8:15am); it was weird people assumed LOVE was the word of the day. Everybody wanted to be loved on. And said it as if it meant more on this day, than the last 364 days in a year. No offense to any young man, adult  or woman who ask out of the BLUE “you don’t won’t nobody”? I said to both, it took for me to grow out of those Cinderella dreams and raised my only son. I watched him 28years accept the real value is being responsible & accountable. As a young man to transitioning into the man & stand in the life of your children. So the day when he says “love”, and once a woman thinks she understands the word and value of wanting to have this LOVE. Its going to happen for love is not successful around arguments & arrogance for anyone; So here is my answer at the same timeline "of all these configurations about love without the actual action". I will answer back with I had to work and sacrifice to grow into this body of a woman I became; from once being that young girl & mother. So no I don’t need any type of man especially a broken hearted person. And it takes time to identify with and respect people who have been tarnished if not broken. That need in SNAP CHAT moment or a circumstance of convenience of wanting something out of somebody. And real people who have accepted I need somebody, not just limited to a physical BODY to grow with and figure out how to establish communications and build on that; first. Now we are working towards a solid foundation.  Age is not a factor until you figure out at the early stages its not about one's self; creating obligations before committing to the journey will cause animosity and heartache. So every Valentine's Day is a special day. If we work through the prior 364 days out a year; on ourselves first. 

Vitamins

During this cold * flu season be sure to stack up on vitamin C & D. While being safe grab some for the kids. 

And just in case you are in a galiant mood sliding accross the icy roads or dashing through the winds of Jack Frost,  summer traffic or maybe snatching as many items as you can off the grocery shelf; consider for a second to check in on that neighbor. Or a single parent with small children going stir crazy. Are just maybe an elder; someone or your own. To ask or say I thought of you or your family while I was driving bye. Im sure this is something you may need. If not today maybe tomorrow. Now stay safe and keep warm in these unprecedented times we are destined to pass one another again; or on another journey that is meant for either me or you to sew a seed just because.

We use the phrase; uncertainties throughtout our conversations. Whether we cross each other in passing or watch someone saying it on television. If not seeing the concern in people's eyes. This uncertainty is being broadcasted all around the world.

If you sacrifice for someone else during these uncomfortable cold or hot summer days; you might be surprised on another day. The seeds you sew will come back to you. 

If we work in fear we question our faith and God's almighty power. And if we deny faith and believe in man we live in fear of questioning the uncertainties in every minute on the hour. And if you have made a bad decision and found yourself disconnected from a giving source; forgive yourself and then make the right call. But if you are the initiator of a call in response to a desperate concern or behavior in reckless choices. Talk to God if not someone else who knows the real reasoning in the business in knowing why our eyes are blinded. Where the truth hurts regarding  the rebellious in heart. You will always find denial of whoever operates or encourages A state of blindness.

Psalm: 71

Laughter

The sound is so encouraging; although it is very early this morning. I can hear small children laugh. A sign they are loved and happy.

My grandmother always told me, to continue smiling. And the world will smile back at you. I said that its possible. How does this make since?

My grandmother said happiness and peace comes from within. And try to not allow situations and people rob you of your joy. Because God can change anything or anyone. I said what if some people are non-believers, bitter & broken. She said thats not your issue. Pray for them and keep it moving. God did not intend for us to fix people. But if you continue to do the right things; continue to encourage a few by talking to a multitude.

My son always started a text or phone call with "mom", I knew something was up. I said son what is today. He said I want to get my Princess 1 last special item for Christmas. I said son its Xmas eve swing by Target; kids are most interested in your appearance not so much of Gifts. Its our parental teachings and expectations we place upon them. He proceeded to say what about everyone else. I said son focus on what you have. Christmas is only 1 day a year. You give in redundancy including your mental energy to all around you. And since we made this day about receiving; share with people of what they keep choosing of not to sacrific of 364 days a year. So when they have no money or anything tangible gift to give in this life. We can appreciate one another with love & respect then Laugh about it later. But for the children go all out with no regrets. I remember he laughed to the top of his lungs my son Dominique saying "mom" you crazy. I responded Lord did not allow me to bare bad fruit in crying & sacrificing in those required seasons of my entire life. That you also are the image of responsibilities and a father that is a loving man. So in the end there will not be one reason you are these children will have to beg for bread. For the same God will allow us to bare good fruit in this life; and much Laughter at the end of it. 

After my sons death. I immediately gathered his children, and cousins. It was 7 in all. I even invited the mothers to join in our family gatherings as well. And on Wednesday nights I started out with all children a welcome to do homework with pizza and laughter. So know one is my Arthur. For years this is how my family operates. As a mother with many hats our motto is no child in this family; gets left behind. Because in this life of every season it will involve; a personal change & many sacrifices. And no family is exempt from the shift.

One morning on our staycations. And for the record not all people who are willing to make a sacrifice. Will do it in the form of money. It seems we must be reminded of our previous situations before placing higher expectations on anyone else. Are else the blessing will be missed. Moving forward. I had the baby girls cooking breakfast. Of course I prepped so they don't burn up my kitchen. Baby boy likes to sweep with a broom taller than him. The other two kingsman love electronics so I hide them. The boy cousins I call them my minnie genius. They love the kids in a smaller package. As they watch over each other. While they gather their clothes and blankets to fold & brush their teeth, and grease their mugs. And all through the house are images on the walls. Of daddy holding all these angels. His belongings flow in every room. So these children never have to miss knowing their father was loved; and so are they. So one day the oldest was eye balling me run around playful with all the kids is when he said to me "nana you are my big toy". I said son where is my battery today "nana need a super charge today". He said as he watched a tear drop from my eye. You know your son belong to God, first. I say touche minnie Dominique. And one day you will again be separated from me. Of course for adult reasonings. But in this season remember how I said God will never leave us in a moment without Laughter. This is when we must possess faith in Trusting The process. For in every time there is a season & purpose under the sun. If it were not so then why are we still here.

If you have not connected with Laughter today. Talk to God if not someone who does not mind; sharing with you in this season of uncertain times. For a tree is known by the fruit it bares. While Man creates an atmosphere of animosity. But wisdom is spoken from the mouth of babes. I seek laughter even when there is silence. And this morning those children laughing was God alarming me to RISE; again. 

Psalm:23