Breed

Luke 5:18

SON's one day as young men & young woman; you will breed a new generation of children. And before you begin to congregate. Research the type of person you will either choose to live in a state of domestication or Cohabitate; in a behavior of Surruptitious activities. 

I remember during my highschool & college days there were 2 professors that pronunciated familiar words with enthusiasm. First, word was 'Cohabitation', and the Second word was 'Surruptitious'. I remember these words because of the enthusiasm each professor demonstrated in speaking to their audiences. Which also attracted the entire audiences attention. Why, because no matter how they phrased a story, statement are remark. They utilized these words with sophistication..

My point is this. Words can be meaningful are damaging. Depending on the level of communication & person's  open mindedness in understanding. And if the intent is to motivate or to relate constructive criticism. We must be mindful of what we communicate in making our points. Which brings me to this story. 

Two weeks before my son deceased. We shared an opinionated conversation. He needed me to listen, and this was not unusual. We always touch basis about life and maturity. And I needed him to remain open minded. To be prepared for what we don't always have to agree on. But every relationship has to agree to  communicate with the respect of the other person's feelings. And I know you're thinking this is a new world we live in. And people don't always respect each other. Well, that is the truth and reasoning to why we stagnant in our own growth to get along. Where we could of together listened for better understandings. Even the smallest of children can hold a mature conversation. All we have to do is take some quality time to listen. And allow them to respond if not ask us the adults for some directions. If we don't learn from our own children; some respect and maturity in being the parents.

So sons what am I saying is this; no woman knows a man better than he knows himself. But no man really knows any woman better than she knows herself. And children can tell the difference. As they are watching & mentally recording the both of you; communicate if not demonstrating to them how there is a level in tone & carry. With a respect towards one another in understandings..

So before you cohabitate with any person. On the slope of feelings, underdeveloped maturity in certain areas where obligations have been appropriated to accept in making of a conscientious decision. Its easy to make a choice without consideration of knowing how much the other person is mentally invested. 

So trust yourself knowing what you want is not always what you get; out of this life. Are neither another person. Until we cohabitate & learn the value of respect. Were presently we so often devalue one another. If not communicate in immaturity. Now apply this thinking to the relationship you will develop with different classes of people through life.

To one day figure out how much room is needed for us All to grow more; in ourselves.

The last words I said to my gc was this "no matter what always be true to yourself. Speak with confidence and trust in your feelings, never stop taking to God". And to my son never let anyone rob you of your peace of mind & joy.

Sons the man you choose to be. Is the man you must be able to look in respect in the mirror. And lead of those boys & girls;  of your own seeds to grow & prosper in this new world. 

Inspire

Whatever inspires you, always remember at your lowest point; to always encourage yourself. 

Whatever you are growing in; always remember not everyone one is growing w you to understand; your appointed journey is not their final destination. 

Whatever is your pain; stop seeking validation to hurt. Allow that pain to breakdown. So you are now capable to rebuild your own strength and identify your worth.

Whenever you make a choice that turns out a mistake; allow yourself a second chance to breathe & do it different. 

If you feel something is not right about your life; look in the mirror & be honest with yourself; first. Before looking for answers in someone are somethings that will either share the truth are misguide you..

One thing I learned about myself is that; I will never disappoint myself. I will always circle back to face myself.. I can share my thoughts w/o looking for company to sit in misery. And in my suffering is not anything I had to be doing of wrong; when I know I have sacrificed, been used and lied to when I showed more than compassion to people who were takers more than givers. But I always ask; lord at one point when I was in the world I left unfinished business. However, I returned respecting loyalty & accountablility starts in my own decision making..

So I can find rest on every page. In 2020 life tested my patience & faith. Trials knocked at my door to me for no reasoning. I looked over my life. I chose to change & grew. To know how to behave in the image of the virtuous woman. A grounded mother, a committed grandparent, and a loyal friend. But what we fail to accept is its not always about us. God has the real master plan, with US built in it.

This Blog was created in 2013. I started from scratch w "The Burdens of A Heavy Heart" on Kindle by Angel L.

So as Paul wrote the book of Psalms while in prison. I write the joys & sorrows of every storyline including my own. Of journey's that is going to happen; on different dates and destined times for all of mankind. 

Again, I write who has not lived then demised w/o experience. In the Alpha" beginning" of this life; joy, famine heartache & pain. Before the Omega "ending", back into the only masters hands?

In Memory of my only son Dominique D. White. Until u have experienced agape love. You will struggle to appreciate love in this entire life. I was once young as well, then I matured from thinking like a child. 

Lucrative Steps

Imagine a few things are going to occur. Once moves are made; dead are alive those lucrative steps will tell every storyline.

No matter the weight you are pulling in of lucrative titles are in lucrative associations. Babysit every move of your plan. Why, try looking above, if not below what is nearbye then you can see in a broader vision. 

The truth is the living is moving in motion. And the deceased are comfortably resting. But only a closed box can maintain the information that has not been exposed of what we, them are us is thinking. Why,

Fear will keep you in a box minded way of living & thinking in progression. And knowledge exposes who you are if not the mission; that was paused, interrupted are blindsided due to untimely human discretions, situations & circumstances. Therefore time & life still looks out for All things considered. Such as the appropriate date, time and how people will suddenly change their minds, grievances, locations, and appearances. Not knowing whose plan; was not of an average minded thinker that anyone would of expected. And how often is the possibility of a lucrative mind lives without making lucrative steps. That remain; under the perception & assumptions to have been dismantled, dellusional are misguided of the moves that have been made over generations under the sun of work in mans hands. To have not be projected in new a date & time. By either an old player if not familiar to new faces.

We are All capable of making  moves; in the spirit are physical. It is in the possibilities of planning, of them, us if not others. The purpose was to watch from ahead, from behind. If not watch over the entire time; over the course of lifetime.

If you live your life knowing you have a purpose. You haved lived full  a life beyond others. Without knowing their own purpose. And for every intentions without reasoning of a purpose. It is a great loss not a lucrative move..

Young Generation

Psalms 127:1

This younger generation is facing an opposition of major trials & struggles. And the problem is no one want's to listen. Because this generation think that they have figured out everything the older generations has tried to input in them of wisdom.

So when we pray. No matter the race. Our prayers is that all people find peace & unity. Families figure out there own indiscretions of private demons & issues. And people deal with their own personal struggles.

Today is another opportunity for us to write our wrongs. For tomorrow we may be out of time. Too many young are dying by the dozens. If not leaving these children with proper Influential parental guidance to help raise them.

If any decision is made it was for your protection in the choices you exposed of your adolescence behaviors. As so if any person that has your best interest in what is ahead; to stumble or end your final footsteps. Be prepared to listen & mature enough to know you might can do what you want. But you are accountable in the choices of which you are still in control of; and accountable of the consequences whether young are old; Female or Male.

My son are your sons if not daughters are not dying behind non amicable disagreements, drugs, and suicides. My son is at peace. Your children found rest. For the living cannot find an inch in a peace of mind for its their own creation of chaos & disobedience here on this earth. That the praying continue in prayer for all our youth and children left behind without a father or mother involved in their grief & growth. For they are suffering only because no one is willing to listen. Are to change in their own reckless behaviors. That either no mother are father if not family is already debating some accountability, fighting for that generational curse of change in their family to break, if not found peace of acceptance in knowing "we could of, should of, but chose not to bother with even changing in ourselves". 

If we together work on changing the dysfunction; our youth can not be misguided. Where there is a positive influence to lead them. 

American Greed

Matthew 25:21, Job 7:11

AG. No matter who wears the oufitted look. Its the Greed that is the threat that stalks every economic move that is planned of the prospective investor.

The stimulus packaged was signed, approved and arrived. And for many working class  American families revenuing under 85k, our elders, welfare recipients with child or children, and college students. They now have financial room to breathe. Thanks to the Biden administration for all their consistentcy..

The AG will surface in many forms; now that we are sole accountable in a Pandemic that shows calm. Of progreesive needs of Product and Demand. Showing we can resume short or longterm. Who really knows those real answers, left unanswered. And if we possed enough knowledge in respecting the science to understand it in taking care of ourselves. We may or not be making a spontaneous move to be seen where we were once a year ago; unheard.

Either way business is back to production and supply & demand for we All are consumers investing in a type of business. 

While spending abroad those stimulus, IRS & welfare checks. Remember the long or short term of time; that gave you, us are them. The knowledge needed to invest in ourselves of wealth & health more wisely. 

There is value in Wisdom..

Kids

Prov 6:20

Today a child ask the question "what is love"..

I responded, momma has to be shown it to know it, to teach daddy how to appreciate it & understand it, so they both can shower you with it. So you all learn together in how to grow in it.

So many parent's birth children in the name of what they say love was about. But in reality every feeling we have is not always wrapped around love. 

I'm not saying we are, if not that any person does not feel something. But love does not make one hurt each other through plots and harsh words are cruel intentions to hurt each other. For no common sense in reasoning.

Love feels good, even when it's so wrong. And even in the hard time love is the power that brings us back in love; together.

In relationships where children are the gift of that consecrated moment or moments. No child ask to be here. A choice was made wrapped up in feelings.

And in the event; that marriage proposal did not happen,  that relationship never got mended or else that child is left with out that person who turned down the opportunity to be a part of their lives. Don't fault the other person's or person who cares enough to make it an easier journey. Why, because they are not obligated to your made up decisions. However, they possess enough love in them to surround you and your choices with love and compassion. If not look out for their own obligations..

Family

John 3:30

As a Family we can; build, educate, create and in unity fight together. And if one of us hurts; we all hurt if not heal each other.

The Family assembly functions in different rolls & personalities. They all possess their own strengths and greatness in works. First the matriarchs Grandmother & Grandfather's listen to them they will guide us in wisdom. Second, they broke the mold by birth of Mom and Dad these two will always come running for their children; right or wrong. 

The disciplinaries of All ages in races of sons & daughter's. And finally, The Gate Keepers is the Uncles & Aunts whom blessed us with those rambunctious & influential cousins. And yes, grandchildren they are the recipe to our bloodlines.

We can admit it are not; God is a genuise. In planning for us not to live in this life alone. Without one another to propser on earth..

And one day when life does happen. And one of our heartbeats is no longer around. We have one another to celebrate, heal & love on each other.

I know some families are broken. Some families are glued together for life; no matter the curves balls they dodge, or serve up in a good fight in this life. Neither one in these familes is really ever prepared to say Goodbye.

I remember when my only child, my only son was born. I could not wait too see who he would grow-up to be. Strong, smart and handsome. And one day he had his own creations of him. Is when I fell in love with all of them. Then at the glorious age of 28 his life was stolen. 

One day a good friend loss a child, seventeen years of age out of the blue; she said I'm not feeling well, and 2 days later she was gone. One day in highschool an entire family in the neighborhood lost 7 children in a house fire. For years I could see their little faces in my dreams. I was just a child myself.

Today, an 11 year old smart young lady, was a child to the mother who cried out loud on television. She was our matriarch in the family. And I looked forward to celebrating her birthday. But today I was not prepared to accept why; my 11 year old daughter committed suicide.

We would like to be believe marriage means forever to each other; but no one is expected to understand why forever is not always the; reality of life's circumstance.

If you stuck on the color of skin or glass houses we live of judgment in. Believe it or not we're in worser shape. For not heeding to the lyrics, life & life's experiences. Humanity get it together.

Thank God our stories are not the end of God's plans. For one day our children grow & grew up. Then had their own children. And some of these children went to college, blessed in a God arranged marriage, if not  taken away out of immature selfish behaviors, by brokenhearted people, resentment in another human beings choices if not life called roll again; as families continue in celebrating welcome to this world if not another farewell of all kinds. It's the Letting go, that is not going to ever be easier; for none in humanity.