Matrix

When life feels more than half of the time; burdened down. And unfair. Ask yourself am I "in meaning. Being of the state in one self', programmed to my own pain. Of accepting disappointment that only occurs. In the creation of my own mind. Everytime it occurs where my own feet. Keep strong stepping over each other. 

In my own personal space. Because someone else cannot; alway's be the blame. In the choices. I continue with different people in making.

So feeding the drama, is creating this level of anxiety. Could be. A possibility. In my own mind. And of the lifestyle; I choose to live.

And The reason; in life. We as humans are responsible to do a self examination. Throughout the course of; life. Is the transition. Of identifying. In one self. Of whether are not; I am handling life. 

Often we feel this urge for attention; to alway's be this victim. And if this is not your character. Then acknowledge why we're all; emotionally different.

No matter who appears in a state of; being alone. You can stand in the middle of the world. Of a crowd; of people. And physcologically still feel emotionally lonely; inside.

Are with someone else. So, who decides for who. In presiding of one self. Of  when the reconciliation in required of; the same needed self examination. Believe are not; it all states in our minds. And then is carried of this weight. Of what is happening on these hearts. 

The reality is maybe it's time. To see a possibility; to work on what going on. Inside of this human skin; call me. Of my own denial are acceptance. I myself create of positive are negative energy. If not manipulative behavior. To start a conversation that will navigate attention turned into a debate; with whomever being a human. That will feed into. And entertain me. Being of oneself. About my own mental condition, unchanged, if not changing.    

Grief is an emotional mental process. In a state of healing. In either being Alone. Are around one other.

Mental Illness is a mental state. Internally exposed, treated in being managed are harnessed.

Selfishness is a human behavior. Aggressively imposed on any and everybody.

Rebellion is an action in behavior. Of this emotional attitude, filled with emotions in one's self.

And anger is manageable in area's or situations; you, us or them is accountable for of controlling. In our own human emotions.

As reservoirs has & will reside around the world. Global Climate Control is reshifting the balance that humanity is leaning towards. 

In & outside; ourselves.

PRIDE

In humanity we wear it in all races of mankind. And what's interesting about this Pride is this; pride will humble the greatest living in humanity in every way. Why, because we are the characters in this real story of Life. 

On any given day, second of time. Who we are is bound to be exposed. As we wear this skin made up of pigmentation. We are called people in the flesh and with bones. While in the living humanity is born through a birth canal. And through development we are stretched into our real self's.

In memory of Freedom..

Beauty & The BEAST

The saying is Love can conquer all things in humanity.  However, it is proven that human Fears has yet to conquer the fear of knowing death; is coming. And no one in humanity is exempt. 

So why not live life, as if tomorrow the sun will still rise and set. 

So why, not tell the truth. That's liar and lies will exist in every generation. 

So why not acknowledge the truth that systems control the access are denial for any person's that find themselves in a state of being. Of human confusion if not contentment are logic. But who is capable of  defining why a human expresses emotions in different stages of logic, contentment if not insanity? Where in this space called life; humanity remains to cohabitate in every way; of every human behavior.

So why not ask Why. If nothing is impossible and People change from minute to seconds over any time period. To question each other what is it that has humanity on repeat of human created history.  

Human Affairs

We can reference the title Forign Affairs; eventually all Affairs turn into human affairs globally. And to write in respect of time; around this entire world of many nations. There is this turbulence of conversations spilling over into intense verbal communications and texting. 

Where the Policy and Process has taken if not will take place of a toll in distress for all in humanity. Why, Human decisions vs. Human choices. 

We are the human beings that coexist in this entire world. It is the creation of rules and processes created by mankind. that has controlled over generations. If not changed the world we of humanity are seeking to find the structure in. Of algorithm in the checks and balances. Where control is forced into unscrambled talks of wars. War's that create a domino affect; human famine. That will dictate wealth. i

How does s Power influence Structure? And who is of humanity on any platform. In attendance and attention. Seeking answers of raw concerns & unavoidable tensions, around this entire world. As the state of existence is weight on dynamics. That affect every human life in this space call life.

Our body languages is universal. And our behaviors & conversation. Is destined to affect the entire world. 

Temperature

There is fire escalating in every corner around the world. There is  fear of droughts and famine; no one in mankind can control. There is doubt due to climate control. There is extreme anxiety in mediations around every; household table and behind close  doors. 

There is talks of the inevitable around economics. There is a scale unbalanced. Weighing in around losing hope for seeing restoration. Due to the escalated violence. The temperatures is rising around the world.

One day the sunshined. One day the rain  showers cooled us down. One day every  country of mankind harvested in his or her own yards, fields and land. One day every race of mankind bartered goods and services. Until one moment in time hesitated the algorithm of checks on balances in everything. That finally slowed down mankind. One day education rolled back generations during Covid-19. One day prosperity was not enough to cure the tsunami of poverty. One day communications shut down technology. Is when the grid rolled black outs around the world. One day the 911 calls were dropped and guns were accessible to every race and age in mankind, according to the Constitutional laws.

One day the concrete was covered with new developments and high rises of new infrastructure. Around those no longer able to afford shelter. As all races of children experience mental hardships; over the globe.

So we ask ourselves what is going on in the world we see changing; right now? But we never admit that Time finally caught up with mankind. For once to take accountability for the choices; we either did or not make to appreciate each other. Our freedoms and preservation of life. In the living; here on this beautiful earth.

Breathless

We've heard the old cliche "A peace of Mind" is priceless". So how is it in humanity we find ourselves forfeiting a "Peace of mind of our own free will", in the living. By adding confusion to debate it. Through all nations of mankind about what is not appreciated of a human"Peace of Mind"? 

My only son often said "people got issues within themselves, and I can stand firm on what I'm saying. Because I myself deal with the person in the mirror in my own life. I have been blessed to breathe in another day of life. It was my only son untimely death. That I found in my own mind & soul; peace and rest. 

So beyond any human reservation breathe the fresh air, live in every moment without permission of any human being. Smile for no reason. Cry in every season. Doubt in places people have proven to you. And you have even proven to yourself in silence; nothing is promised to be perfect. Are neither is the choices we will be forced are independently make. Whether those choices be productive if not a logical move. 

It's often spoken who is playing checkers r chess. The reality is both is a critical thinking game; no matter who sits in the revolving chair; next. 

Oh! in times of human trials, remember who you are, whom you belong to. Of a higher power than mankind. Who is sitting around in your space. But above all; who is watching every move. You make in your own freewill to mentally think. Or not physically delegate who moves in rotation of their own meditated intentions. Good or bad, all in humanity will answer to each other. If not a higher power above mankind; at any moment.

The definition of Insanity it to repeat a rhetorical step, made over in the history of every generation of mankind. And the word "delusional is a mental state no matter what human being it is referencing; if not being judged.

In life finding "Peace comes in large or small increments".      

WARS

It's no longer a rumor. Around the world there is trembling concerns. When will peace settle in humanity. 

The Bible was written based on humanity. The rumors are not far from humanity's reality. So why, should fear overwhelm the concerns. When the world was not created by mankind. Bullying is even in the smallest of ages to the eldest in all races. In a common space of life Mankind found him & her self in their own skin. Inside a world of nature and inhabitants. Of all things growing, expanding if not no longer in existence. 

Life is precious, people are comforting and beauty is what we see in this humongous life. If not what we search for of companionship in one another of a commom space. Of shared debates over our own freewills; about faith, love, hope and hate.