Beauty and The Beast

Humanity has spoken again by saying "to end Democracy we must erase the black identity". So when people acknowledge racial differences it can be proven to be a real threat.

A riddle only intimidates the reader who is clueless to understand the reasoning in it. But the truth is something we can't hide behind of the faces who orchestrate lies where natural talent is candidly justified through not being recognized. So when someone or a group of people speak against "change" it does not require your attention to fall in line and be directed by the blind leading the blind. Because leverage not persistence is an act demonstrated for the world to see, now where can we find the moral and integrity of the narrator who logically thinks a world made up of people don’t recognize “a required change”?

People were born genetically to be who they were designed to be. And no matter how the world categorizes the outside physical appearance of their skin internally a genetic pattern is who the world will judge and see in all of Humanity, even more when you seek clarity in racial equality.

The word "inclusion" is occasionally referenced in legal documentation where certain “participants” play a stellar roll. But why does their recognition go untold. You can also apply this reasoning to society, just remember who you are and watch what others desire of you to be.

“To educate a man in mind and not in morals is to educate a menace to society”

-Theodore Roosevelt

Releasing The Blame

No matter what the situation is you're in whether it's spiritual, physical, financial and emotional. Or no matter what circumstance you've come out of remember to give yourself permission to forgive and forget but never give up. Why, because life did not reveal to us the storms that would come our way or the people who would affect our lives at given time or day. Just remember to begin if you don't already pray. Now

"Clear Your Conscious" to move forward in your day.

I can attest to this "no matter what you have taken of mistreatment from some one else", "No matter how you have took for granted something or someone else" "No matter how many times you have subjectively denied yourself for some one else" and no matter what people have conjured up in their minds to not forgive and move on with time. There is a word called Karma that moves with a purpose through life and eventually it has to come full circle in HUMANITY, simply because we all sew "good or bad seeds". 

And before you allow your EGO to hinder you from happiness another day make one attempt to mend a bridge even if its not worth crossing again. Because some people are content with whom they hurt in life, some people are confident with the attitude they take and some people will ride the blame game for the remainder of life and never understand why they bear Heavier Burdens in their life.

Martin Luther King Jan. 15, 1929-Apr. 4, 1968

We pay homage to a great a man who embraced an entire nation with an abundance of patience, passion and persistence. One who fought against “bondage” which is not a choice in any controlled environment and if you look closer into who held the front line you will find some women and men of Ivory descent who also took the water hose and beatings with sticks for taking a united stand to end “a prejudice system”.  

Let all nations remember the purpose for the dream and who fought for freedom and peace so that men of all nations would find equality. One day a mother gave birth to a child who had a dream but who would have known this seed that grew inside of her wound would change the way we see and live in humanity. Let all nations not forget Freedom Land.

"A man can't ride your back unless it is BENT".
-Dr. Martin Luther King

Colored folks wanted a better life in the midst of master’s thoughts and rations. Colored folks became the owner’s property and worked under controlled observation. And in the midst of our tortured history we look back to remember the African American struggles throughout American History to change the face and systems in a nation of controlled slavery, from existing in our current legacy.

“I have seasoned this out in my mind, there was one of two things I had a right to, liberty or death; if I could not have one, I would have the other.

-Harriet Tubman

 “Green Flake, Hark Lay and Oscar Crosby the first slaves honored in Utah were colored servants the original pioneers of 1847”.

Education was streamlined against the slaves to see what they could learn and children were segregated due to the color of their skin. And because of Black History we pay honor to Booker T. Washington the founder of Tuskegee University.

On one ride Rosa Parks was a voice in prejudice times to teach throughout history how to respect one another black or white to a non prejudice bus ride.

African America History embraces it's heritage not just because of its brutal past that made courage and strength in places to not ever again be broken in this free land. The slaves in return contributed a legacy of blackness for all nations to learn from: leadership, dancers, actors and actresses, educators, musicians, pilots, writers, innovators, visionaries, doctors, lawyers and civil rights activist that will not lose its place in American History’s legacy because of a resilient people and a leader to whom we forever will pay Homage to. In a continuing fight of living the dream initiated Dr. Martin Luther King. 

Back In Love

In a moment of time the heart cried out why are we still apart, and the mind answered to say; that “I decided to accept” with time, this chapter has completed it's; final story line.

As I look around in different places with different faces to find what is missing in my heart. Is where the world is "cold & sometimes dark". So I search the heaven's above. 

The "sunrise & sunset". But only time grows us more apart. As one question still lingers in my heart. Which is will there be "any or no regrets"? 

While time requires that we manage to figure out "if this one fits" into a lifelong plan. To building a life with? And what if the heart's genuine intention was only to hold onto, another day. Wishing for the possibility. That love will return back to you and me". Are maybe this is just another epiphany, of fantasizing about loving you & me.

I pray to the heavens above. That God don't send me just anyone to love. But if given one fair chance. Send me a love with a mature mind, open heart & willing hands. So that I don't have to accept the reality of knowing the truth. About "when it's time to let go". And accept why, the heart and mind. Will separate with time.

As a reminder. It's time to release & if it's meant to be. One day it will return. Are call it time. To look forward for the best; is yet to come.

Either way; the heart will let you know. What the mind struggles in of; knowing.

Master Mind

This passage has some similarities to a personality quiz depending on the seat your sitting in. And yes I've taken several test but this time the tester was impressed. And there was a method to this madness while being observed there was tension in a group of people separated in one room. By evaluating how we clearly or indirectly communicate in a working place. And some of the personality traits demonstrated were dominant, analytical, social butterflies and others showed signs of compassion but be prepared before asking. Now let's begin.

I ask the question if a person is always finding tedious things to approach another person with where is the clarity in the real problem that only exist to that person who is struggling with it?

If access to any need exist then why do people feel the need to aggravate themselves by manipulating time to go out of their way and humor the people they will always need?

If people always find themselves in the same predicament, and making the same choices with the same type of people or mindset then how is it possible to change their choices. And is something not wired correctly in our heads.

If people succeed are fail at least they have tried. But what attitude takes residence to feel another person owes you for time.

If a person goes out and create financial debt its understood things happen, if a personal falls in & out of relationships it can't always be who their dealing with, if your cultures are different but someone is set on changing you first figure what this person is about, before adjusting yourself to be lost behind someone else.

I know some of us wonder on any given day where did our family come from. And what I'm saying is even the perfect family has issues to deal with. But never give up on them simply walk away, just take that time to salvage your mind.

If a person has to work to survive appreciate peoples time who are willing to share with you, a moment or two, because time is not on anyone's side but yet we rob and steal it every day of our lives.

How can we take time to say "I need to go away and find myself". But return with more burdens for some else. And if we were searching to for-fill that void in our lives how is it we continue to complicate our  lives. Because i was not brought up that way is no longer an excuse to avoid internal change

How is another person obligated to figure out your responsibilities if you’re a healthy & physical thinking human being. But yet we possess this internal anger for such things like finding a sponsor to pay my bills, who going to look after my kids and for some people that time is utilized somewhere else looking for hookups, shacking for convenience or living nice because I can in life. Where there is world filled with children waiting to feel love inside, an elder waiting to see your face for the last time, a long lost friend who could use an encouraging word & not your "wicked" propositions. Or maybe a parent you take for granted but your busy keeping up with life so it never passes your mind. But if were to take a glance with compassion in our eyes we can see clearly one another's lives and how our bodies are changing with time, our minds are cluttered in limited space where time is slowly evaporating. Why, not just change our ways.

I know this not apply to well balanced & perfect people in this life. But Humanity makes choices & mistakes, we all have morals, values & beliefs, we all have a candid way of doing our own things. But how much of it can we always justify of choices that weigh down our lives. And not wonder if our hearts are not for filled inside.

I APOLOGIZE

Old friends, silent enemies & associates if I have offended anyone in my life, I sincerely apologize.

I'm speechless but I must say it’s a concern to see so many people end long friendships, people who are shacking for financial convenience, partners sharing their mates, single or separated people struggling to communicate in dysfunctional relationships due to the undealt with junk in their closets. It is heart drenching to know how some people can’t find an inch of happiness by letting go of old baggage. It is sad to see people look for an excuse to live in misery by manipulating other people to deal with their misery. It is sad to watch unfold how some people will invest time to make you unhappy then lose control. It is saturating to think there has never been anything done under the sun. But yet people are prideful not to dig more than 1 ditch at a time. And what ponders my mind the most; is how humanity holds the 1 key to unlock their peace and happiness but yet that key continues to get misplaced and justified why they can’t make a simple CHANGE to better their own life.

So what is it that Humanity fails to figure out?

·           Either we take a journey together or walk alone.

·           Either we stay in love or just leave one another alone.

·           Either we enter into a healthy relationship individually and connect as one.

·           Or we waste time trying to figure out who can grow old, bitter & broke alone

·       Either we make up our minds and settle for what we want until we mature in handling          what we need. And this is where I have made my peace.

I often remind myself to not limit my happiness to small spaces in a big world. So therefore this new change about me came right on "time with age" so that I don't entertain my own or anyone else's silent "misery".  So today if I have offended you in any indecent way, for you to have walked away. Then my change was not in vein. It was in God’s timing that we “Break the Chains” and move about our own separate ways.

Untitled

This passage is "untitled" for our own personal use. To understand how and why we choose the directions we travel in life. 

Before writing the Angel L memoirs I took some time to process my own life. Before sharing how we live once to only die twice.

Love is an emotion and showing "compassion" is a human action. Religion is a "sacred choice" to praise or not and if any human being here on earth really knew it's truth then why is humanity fighting over who believes in who. Rejection means to deny another person’s proposition. Acceptance is allowing the process of someone or something to happen. Fear is withdrawing you from what is unknown. And Perfection is any person placing high expectations on themselves or someone else.
 

Where are you in this moment of time? Are you existing or living life?  And if you were summoned to temporarily separate yourselves from being in any type of relationship how long could you function on your own without being in it? And if you had not access to money how long would people survive, in your life, in this day and time.
 

What is the connection when people first meet? Is it the physical attraction before they both speak? And if we often identify the signs of "dysfunctional" characteristics in one another’s minds then why do we proceed into what will be a destined "catastrophe" over time?
 

What do you see when you look in the mirror? Because perfection is what you aim to define in yourself not what someone tells you that is "wrong or right" in yourself. So today process this word "low self-esteem" which is hidden in the faces of all Humanity. But you will not know "who is who" until that individual has EXPOSED themselves to you. Could this be the stem of why certain people continue to seek closure of a void in their life? Through taking on other people who continue to deny; what's internally broken inside. 

Options are any individual who has controlled space and decides who, the time and place. So how is it we live broken but continue to accept "the obvious" and dare to be questioned about our repeated choices in it?
 

A person who shows characteristics of being a "giver" is a "takers dreams". And it could be your spouse, children, stranger or friend. But for some reason we can't let go of feeling guilty about this STRONG HOLD.

When people hurt one another it's normal that they either hold a "grudge or forgive them". But dysfunction in Humanity destroys people and relationships of all types through generations unless we fix what it internally wired inside. Then maybe we "could" if not "would" value one another more with the time we have together right now. Instead of investing the majority of our lives "living once at birth then dying twice" knowing why we are internally broken inside.
 

Maybe this passage does not apply to you. But in every family "GLOBALLY" there is a cycle to break, TODAY.