Why, is does Age & Maturity; runs deeper than we cluelessly think. To factor in? Why, in one clinch & over many thrust. What just happened between US?
Once we've found ourselves; in these negotiated positions. Are now boundaries we've set. In standing on our separate grounds; debating of who is being trapped. But in that second or moments. We dived deep into in each other. Is now the realty of someone. If not the idea. Is existing in a state of these walls. These walls call skin. We were so protected in. Until we explored; into each other. Of deep endeavors. We missed ourselves; prior to giving into. One another.
What is missed. Once those mental doors open up; eventually something is destined to change. That will one day revolve, swing open. Are struggle to stay completely closed. Of what we swear to by choices; physically not release of anymore. But the struggle is in mentally letting go. Of the thoughts & feelings of holding on.
Why, will the babes & youth grow intensely curious & faint?
The experience alone. Is to much to emotionally for one to handle. As we shall All; grow weary & worn. As the old will broaden their views for someone to do something new. To feel in the moment if not seconds of; fluctuated thrust. Because of our human nature. We feel these human emotions. For closure. We relentlessly fight. This urge of desire. That begins with one fantasy. Of a human touch. Between each other. That eventually ignites in US. Of All in areas; we're just so vulnerable. Even to ourselves; of a simple touch.
See loneliness is not something to play with. But desperation is even deeper; than any human will emotionally admit. To being caught up. For being in a state or status of; wide open with each other. In this space of vulnerability. Our inhibitions feel wild. To be released from being protected; unto these human pleasures. Someone will be physically & mentally devoured. Where another is capable of; switching gears. In an emotional place. We surrender & eventually lose; ourselves in a mental way.
Ma, what is the depth of love. Son, there is the state of being. State of fantasy. And the state of processing; what elevates or declines. The way you feel internally in your heart. But be careful about; what unravels in the mind.
While we debate & ponder with. What occured in the physical nature. Of this overcompensated maturity in experiences. Is also the immature; in places. In our individual human ways & faces.
We exhaust ourselves. If only we could of just taken; an intercession between manic breathes. For more patience. As Where anticipation turned into a state of anxiety. In this life time. Time maturity is dissolving in the blink of an eye. No one has a moment to refuel. From the lessons of 'I love you, I'm in love, I'll ride or die for love, to back, to the love making. And falling in & out of it. This love. Over, and over again. From generation to generation.
This nature of Human Energy. We find ourselves flustered. In not only physically keeping up with our human pace. We are waking up to each other. Answering the WHY, of our own; desired pleasures. And those human expectations; that either grew us apart. If not closer together. For being in our own human feelings; drove us into a mental flame. Of which we teach and hunt for refuge; in physically giving ourselves to each other. Then question over again. Who gave the most of one self. Is the reason why. We're never fulfilled; completely in this life.
