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To all the young girls & boys around the world listen closely to the story that is not a tale.

One day you will see how Life will be your greatest mentor and the reason why is there will be a few struggles you will face; alone. Internally. in this life. And no matter how mommy or daddy, grandparents or siblings try to protect you. please understand life comes with minimum directions and many learned lessons.

So you are wondering why me. The answer is; only life knows how your true story will be go. And be told. And in abusive or sexual situations the adult stranger, family member or friend will say ''I love you with cuddles and gifts" in a sympathetic way.  But in that moment you may not identify with what is happening between your legs and body. Just know this when someone touches you or ask you to do things of our bodies. it’s not ok if mommy & daddy, grandma or grandpa, uncle & aunt are not around to watch how you're; being played. Are comfortable in playing.

One day a young child innocently played with a familiar face. until the game changed and this person was no longer the same. So this person with whom this child trusted betrayed their; friendship now this child feels alone and brokenhearted. because no one is listening. So what does this child soon to be a grownup. do when the stranger is really a parent, family member or friend that in some situations are the predators. And invited guest due to; human choices.

1st priority. Safety. 

A child was walking home from school as a stranger approached and seemed "lost" and within a second this child was gone.

A stranger is not always someone you have never met. A stranger has a different approach either with both mommy and daddy are not around. Are either of them out trust. Through welcoming into our family.

Safety is to ensure your smile is not turned upside down. In this world.

 

And yes, I was that parent. Even after his tiny feet. Out grew my pace. And even now. Although he's resting in heaven. God alway's carefully guided my choices. To watch over the decisions. I would and made; as a mother. Who understands that human sacrifices; come with. Weight. With a peace of mind along the way. 

A piece of candy is great. but what about a cavity. What do you mean? If we're offered things we like. What happens when a ride home. Is not mom or dad. But friends who said. It's OK. but remember, who said.  What you did not witness of what your parents directly told you. Of "yes, or no". And if anyone hurts you in a bad way and say's "its ok".  immediately ask your parents, auntie or uncles. if this kind of touch is OK.

But if it is the person's you trust. Stay safe. Unless you can tell the truth.

It takes one second to communicate through texting. It takes people years to walk away from unhealthy relationships. It takes 5 minutes to find a date on social media.  It takes a one-time conversation to share our personal information. It takes 8 to 12 hours in a day to commute back and forth from work. 

So why not listen to what our children have to say. even if it takes 1 moment to hear about; their day!

Finding Hope

How is it some people fall in love with their eyes and not with their hearts? Why is it some people who are married silently fall apart? Then desperately seek attention outside of their marriage.

Why do people say "I love you" over the weekend or before you spread your legs. How can a person say "you make me treat you a certain way" then have sex with you mentally with no regrets. And if your heart is not stationed between your legs you will identify an "excuse" that maintains the strong hold on you.

When are people really over an inconclusive "friendship or past relationship" if all they do is repeat the issues they have yet to deal with. And if we really knew one another the way we think we do. Then why do we continue to choose the same avenues?

I was asked by a reader who read my blog “how do I know people will find hope by reading this blog"? I simply said hope is something a person must seek individually. The reader proceeded to say in the world we live in people are desperate to hold onto what they have regardless if it’s a sense of temporary contentment. Immediately I responded with this statement "individuality does not mean collectively". So in order for any human being who seeks hope they will either become content with whom or what they are in. Are they may choose an alternate plan to finding their own hope which may seem like "insanity" which is no different from the hope, you seek to understand in humanities boys & girls, women and men.

Familiarize

What is The Truth?

What is it about the TRUTH that Humanism seeks to find and where does real TRUTH, LIE?  

Is the truth written in biblical wordings?

Is the truth in what someone believes, SPIRITUALLY?

Is the truth hidden in another person’s heart and thoughts?

Is the truth a myth of old folk tales?

Is the truth something we can identify with the naked eye?

Is the truth in what we choose to do?

Is the truth in what another person say it is?

Is the truth really a lie or what we assume, judge and criticize?

Is the truth in a group of organized people supporting ideas, situations or concepts?

What makes someone else's reality another person’s TRUTH? So why is it we 
wear our heart in our chest, and not in our hands where people can damage it.

A young man asks if the bible is misleading people from the truth. And of course I ask what bible is it that you’re referencing too. The young man answered “then why do minorities claim “Christianity”.  Is when I answered maybe it holds the truth in which they seek but if you look around the world each and every culture finds their own TRUTH in multiple ways. So this young man said that was my OPINION. And the truth is that we all have the FREEWILL to possess an OPINION. But the QUESTION still remains what is the TRUTH and if we ever found it what would we do?  

A working class man ask for a few dollars to spend and I immediately reminded him I have responsibilities and those little ones require money, is when this man proceeded to say someone else’s children’s are not your responsibility. I agreed, to some degree. But what he became aggressive with is when I said “stop being financially supportive to your wife and kids”. The man replied well the TRUTH is it’s your choice to assist those kids. I agree, but today I made this my TRUTH of what is a responsibility when it comes to what I can afford to do. And the real truth is this is no longer a conversation between me and you. This is a distraction to fault me for the real truth in the situation you are bonded too. 

I can remember a time when I had tons of people in and out of my life. I can remember a moment of feeling relief to not have people and their emotions causing me grief. But it took me to accept my TRUTH and what I needed to grow up and do which was dealing with the LAWS OF PHYSICS in this LIFE where people and I must change with TIME.

So the “TRUTH” could show up at any moment in time. Are could the truth be simple enough to understand where we as people struggle with acceptance of it?

Year End Business

The end of another year is approaching soon and companies are either in a giving or scrooge mood. Workers are either employed and content where others may feel a tid bit intense. Why, because of the fiscal year lines, closing year end books, lay offs, next year strategic plans and dealing with the IRS.

So what significance does this mean to the world?
Well it would behoove to understand what products & services "electric transportation" infrastructure and demographic developments" "prison systems & investors" remain are what will be of new demand. Because Technology has changed the world into thinking global plans.

I woke up early this morning with a question mark in my head "what if" I did not comprehend the "market value" of rent with upgrades and property-IRS-179 deductions and land, funeral cost/plots, auto insurance quoted by credit and vin. Wait one minute I'm going somewhere with this. We can no longer candidly expect writing on a paper to jump into our heads are neither can we expect business transactions to not later pose "threats". Even when your obligations have been met to oblige the "contractual agreement". Again it would behoove you to read and understand how business and loopholes are connected.

It does not matter if you're financially savvy or thoughtless about what is taking progression in this place. Maybe the time has come to adjust your egos and attitude to take inventory on what you have invested or value. Why, because a wealthy man once said to me "it's only money, Angel L" the problem is no matter if you're loaded are rich, money conscious are struggling it's the act of Human greed that will force people into doing immortal things. Just to manipulate the true value "currency".

For the love of Money Humanism will sale their soul through manipulation of what another person "should or may not know".

This Christmas

This year working in a new career was enlightening for me. And I’ll share with you many reasons why; people are either cheerful or dead inside around Christmas time. I noticed how people delegate with no shame, I noticed how people act by showing disrespect, I noticed how unemployment is a major setback, I noticed how the superior class “clash” by making the workers feel unappreciated. So I found a way to lighten the air by decorating the building with cheer and organizing the dining for our Christmas feast. So that the masses included all cultural and economic classes in one space. Then maybe this year we could all see how one act of compassion "changes" the dynamics of everything.   

Some people say “it does not feel like Christmas time this year”. So this Christmas let our hearts be filled with joy and cheer. So therefore we’re more grateful to be alive this year to hear the Christmas Carroll’s sung under the moon light as we admire the fire blazing bright and the stars shining in the sky. As someone stands underneath the Mistletoe with sparkling eyes next to the Christmas lights. While upstairs tucked away are children wiggling to fall asleep as momma and daddy creep to finish up the trimmings underneath the Christmas tree. Watching nearby is grandpa and grandma sipping eggnog. And all is well this Christmas night because of the one who made the ultimate sacrifice; so that we may see and feel this moment in time. Is when I began to write 

Dear Santa:

I have a “special request” for someone else to receive many “special blessings”;

This Christmas I pray we value one another more and not by the length and width of wrapped gifts.

This Christmas I pray the LONELY will be blessed with years to come of COMMITTED COMPANIONSHIP.

This Christmas I pray someone will share a special kiss under the Mistletoe and not time in windows.   

This Christmas I pray New Year’s Eve rings in the next year with PEACE, in all of HUMANITY.

This Christmas I pray New Year’s Resolutions will not be made off of EMOTIONS.  

This Christmas I pray that every table and chair is filled with FAMILY and CHEER.  

This Christmas I pray for those who “mourn” for the loss of a love one to focus on the happiness they once brought, and not only missing the physical touch.    

This Christmas I pray that men and women, boys and girls make peace, INTERNALLY.

This Christmas I pray that WAR and PEACE connects in UNITY. But just in case men and women decide to proceed in writing their own FAITH then will the ANGELS continue to watch over our elders, small and overgrown babies.

This Christmas I pray our soldiers all over the world serving on the battle field are allowed to find comfort in rest. And in their dreams they will feel a touch of intimacy, a vibration of laughter with family, an emotion of joy and cheer. Why, because FAITH is the substance of what you can’t see; until you allow your minds to believe in what your heart “needs” to hold onto which is a sense of “desired reality” which begins in your dreams if you can “believe”.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

 

HAPPY HANNUKAH!

HAPPY KWANZA!

aloft

Finally touchdown and my baby girl was all smiles. So this time I decided not to rush and crash at the aloft to reflect on being blessed. Why, because I was not promised the sunlight today and an opportunity to hear music sung by local artist Gordon A. As I sip the moonlight with my eyes, enjoying life as time rolls bye. So yes, I am truly blessed to be alive!

I know tomorrow has its own test but if I can encourage someone today then I've done my best. Why, because I value the beauty in my life; which is my will to encourage, love and survive.

I will always account for every moment I hurt and swore to never care or love again. A foolish thought to have behind "life lessons".

I remember feeling let down because I thought if you aim for perfection everything would turn out all "right". Silly me to fail at knowing there is no such person or thing near perfection in this life.

I remember feeling down about my dreams of writing in a place  and delivering life's stories millions of miles away. But how on earth would these words reach the audience who prayed for comfort, deliverance, direction and gain back their self confidence. Silly of me not to notice when I was in the darkest places here on earth is when God revealed to me my worth. Along with the angels and demons with whom we fight here on earth. Is what inspired me with a paper and pen is when God spoke to my heart to complete one mission.

So how did the aloft come about. Well if I had never sacrificed in my life for the little people ages 1 to 99, believed failure was not in my DNA and embarked on fearful journeys I would have never known how inspiration in one trip would bring to life a simple dream to write. The stories of our lives.

HUMANITY

Matthew 26:34
"Truly I tell you," Jesus answered, "this very night, before the rooster crows, you will disown me three times."

What I have learned to appreciate about this life is to understand it has a more meaningful purpose and plan. So whatever this life will bring my way I stand by the vows I prayed to God to possess of the strength of a warrior, the nature of a predator, and always seek the wisdom of a master.

Warren Buffet quoted “there is one thing that keeps me awake at night” referencing TECHNOLOGY but you must purchase his book to read. And if I had a chance to ask one question it would be; is it because we did not plan enough from working in a system of the past to keep up with the progression of land, dynamics and demands to accommodate Human existence?

Angel L does not encourage people to “RANT and act out with RAGE”.  Angel L is an advocate to using the full capacity if not all of your creative thinking whether you’re engaging in or out of SOCIETY.

What I have also learned is any and everybody can show one or more face in all of HUMANITY regardless of what is or not extreme. Just be careful of whom you have silently made or obtained as an enemy not excluding friends, associates and family.

Any person could spiral out of control, history reflects it all. So I’ll leave this passage on a positive note “people do not fear what you can’t see, do not stand down from what you believe, do not feel your life is worthless and with all due respect for some people stop allowing wreck less decisions to ruin your only chance of happiness.

I spoke to a sweet young person today, but in the conversation I could sense her deepest thoughts were miles away. And the reason why I could sense something was on her mind is because her small talk was not genuine. So I advise this lady you can either do two things with me; one is to think twice about the games you intend play. And second; please instruct your mentor who is misguiding you to understand the games people play never change its only a new face without names. 

I remember a time of feeling without a dime. And how people tend to walk by or not answer the line. Employers continued to expect your best with compliments and nothing else. Friends tend to clutter your space with "you should of ask" but the reality is what day and time would they not have changed their mind. Its sad to say some people will extend help upon you compromising yourself. And although things have slightly changed I matured from the disappointment and shame. Why, because I am worth more than a circumstance that will eventually past; not last.

I received a text from a gentleman from the past. But what he failed to realize is this I'm no longer that woman with tons of patience. I'm a woman of diligence.  

I approached and spoke to a co-worker today, and if she could manage the look on her face that was out of play. And I'll help you with the reason why some people feel power is not enough to control people into doing things of IGNORANCE.

Humanity has taught me to work harder not judge the way people act or don’t forgive, just write how we live, with me included.